Opening my eyes to everything

Well right now Im watching the grammys waiting for Amy Lee to show up...WINNIN ANOTHER GRAMMY!!n well GOSH ISNT SHE THE GREATEST? HER DRESS ROCKS SHE ROCKS PLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUS SHE S GOT HER PIECING BACK which means....communication between us is BACK ON BABY!!
On the other side...well yesterday was kinda creepy; had a near death experience I REALLY PANICKED N FREAKED OUT!! but thank god everythin is fine n well it really helped me a lot to see someone who dropped by for a few mins but still...and I dont know I ve realized that ...I just dont know how to xplain it...anyways Im realy excited cuz for the 1st time I feel as if I were openin my eyes to everythin around me,after being completely blind n not seeing anything at all,I finally feel Im improving n gettin to be myself,the way I really are n the way I really want to be although it really takes a lot to get there but "wakin up to say Ive tried instead of wakin up to another tv guite"
On the other hand...I really feel things are changin for me...and a lot....but thats good I needed this to happen.

"Everything´s changin when I turn around
all out of my control Im a mobile
everything´s changin everywhere I go
all out of my control Im a mobile.

Spinning round with mixed feelings crazy n wild
sometimes I wanna scream out loud"

ON THE OTHER HAND A TRIP TO "EL CHOPO" IS GOING TO TAKE PLACE SOON ANYONE WHO IS INTERESTED SIGN IN WITH ME.

PS dont u just looooove the new Britney Spears´song? cuz I do :S
PS2 thank god for music...its the only thing thats always there n helps u feel better
PS3 does anybody know how many grammys do Alicia Keys and Norah Jones have already?!