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Went back home again
this sucks gotta pack up and leave again
say goodbye to all my friends
can't say when I'll be there again
It's time now to turn around
Turn my back on
EVERYTHING (turn my back on) everything....

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Everythings changing when I turn around all out of my control I'm a mobile.
Everythings changing when I turn around all out of my control I'm a mobile.

Start back at this life
Stretch myself back into the vibe
I'm waking up to say I've tried
Instead of waking up to another TV GUIDE
It's time now to turn around
Turn and walk on this crazy ground oh oh oh....

corpse bride

Wow well this weekend I watched 'the corpse bride' n it was sooo cool really,I loved its black humour n everything n wow it was the ultimate xperience sicne it was the 1st movie I actually saw from my 'academic' sort of way,n it was really nice. The point is that I loved it and it actually became one of my favorite movies, my gosh it couldn't be more romantic I mean I think I may be starting to grasp a hint bout what my thesis could be about ...romanticism nowadays..cuz it's still here n we'll always be here!! lol
-'Can a heart still break after it's stopped beating? '
-'I was a bride. My dreams were taken from me. But now - now I've stolen them from someone else. I love you, Victor, but you are not mine. '

Then gosh :s I do have mental black outs I don't remember what I've done lately :S probably been mentally abducted!!....oh yeah I went to get some tests done,n I couldnt stop talkin to the doctor and he kept laughin at me cuz of several stupid things I was sayin,specially when I asked him if he was really reading the book or he kept it there just for show-off lol OH YEAH THE INTERNET TOTALLY BLOWS!! I mean I wanted to buy something (see that I overcame my fear in buyin through the internet...at least through amazon..)but it turns out I can't for it is only for canada or usa that sux man!! where did globalization go?! :P the point of this is: I wont be able to buy it :P
I did get some bruises,as was expected, since I bumped into the new ashtray UNEXPECTEDLY n yup..huge marks..but hey! in my faculty they should put signs of it being UNDER YOU!! can't they see we're all in our own worlds? :P also marks left by mosquitoe bites :P they've eaten me alive :P n well....what else...I've no idea...lol PUNK RULZ!!! lol moral of the day yay! ...wonder if I could get one of those shirts that say: I LOVE PUNK...

Academic life :P

Well finally I had some time off, and I'm not TOO tired so...posting time lol. Well after having had a crisis over my lit n art project,n actually just yesterday I decided to change subject and now I plan to talk about pop music and how can it can be literature..tough..but interesting since my pop culture is wiiiiide lol n well I still have to ask the teacher what she thinks about my new project, which I plan to do tomorrow, but no more song analysis,too complex at the moment,maybe later on.

Other than that I'm happy cuz I already wrote half of my paper for english lit on friday,which is good n not that heavy.Gotta start reading the new book,it really sounds interesting though I did love the one by Jane Austen,this time Mary Shelley. Tomorrow we'll finish with all the cases in russian, TECHNICALLY finishing with grammar but now the tough part..combining them all together n knowing how to use them all :P What else....I have an enfatuation with a song? lol called 'under my skin' gosh it's soooo beautiful!!! I want to buy a new watch..yup...time to change that too n gosh what else..oh yeah big shock today cuz it turns out to be that there are only 5 out of like a 300 generation that are good in english,including me in those 5,but really how can one study english lit if one does not speak english:P SERIOUSLY....REALITY CHECK!! ...still listening to the gorgeous song...still loving it..OH YEAH,A SERIOUS ISSUE: I think the next time my stalker calls me I will answer n tell her to never ever ever call me in her entire life ...still thinking about it ...but I think that would be the best thing to do cuz apparently she is not taking the HINTS :P ...still open for suggestions...

I can't think of anything else to say for now..sooooo PEACE OUT!!

One hand in my pocket

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

organizational issues

Well tough day.been having a crisis with my organizational issues...sux...all day long been in a complete daze. Read everything in our library bout Lord Byron...no good for my project...now I'm going to choose: clashes in romeo n juliet, I'll see how that one goes but it sounds much better cuz i luv the play n wouldn't mind studying it for an entire year...still the lit n art crisis remain unsolved..i have noooooo fuckin idea of what I'm going to do...n well...

On to the good parts of my day,the ones that I have been aware of..I saw a red headed guy in the subway n obviously I kept staring at him all the way but he had the most gorgeous hair!! HE HAD RED HAIR!! n well some companions from french lit kept making fun of me n my french R lol cuz it seems as if I were about to spit a hair ball :P lol no wonder my throat aches...lol n well other than that..n my trouble with speaking in an articulate manner....not much to tell

PS it looked something like this but in a guy :P n short :P not a long red headed dude lol

Long time no chill!!

WEll this weekend was very nice cuz it had been a while since I last just chilled!! I had tons n tons of work to do but this weekend I decided to lay off of it a little bit n well on saturday it was cool cuz I went with my mom to some expo she had to be in n lol as soon as I got there I got along with some guys n we started playing djembe, I mean they were selling them n I was like...can I try one out? n they told me to go right ahead n so I did so I played for quite a while lol n everyone who went past us just kept moving to the beats lol n so there u had the 3 of us just playing but it was sooo cool!! I even got invited to join their drum-group? lol but yay I had never used n made a public display with my djembesquiac-skills before?? guess I'm not that bad :)

What else...oh yeah I already watched 'Into the blue' it's not that good but not that bad,let's face it,it's worth watching it because it has hottie Paul Walker n well Jessica Alba as well.Don't you just feel she kinda took over the movie theatres this summer?? anyways there were some nice landscapes in the movieeeeee....but it's the sort of movie that gives me the feeling of: CRAP! how come I can't swim like that? let's face it...I can't swim at all...well I can...I mean I don't drown but that's not called swimming :P just surviving...either way I also watched the 'good guy' or something like that with Hugh Grant,I'm sort of gettng into those british movies lol they're sweet n fun :) plus the accent kills me!!
Also...more doctos n everything but hey it's fine,it's my year out of time,as it's called in the maya culture...you know all these things I'm doing...:)

PS I also found out there's a cartoon I really like..for real...I try not to miss it cuz it's lots of fun n reminds me of me :)

I'm not burning out,I'm just growing up

Well today I took the car as you may well know n it was sooo stressful cuz it started pouring LITERALLY n gosh I mean it's the 2nd time I dare to take the car and this happens to me!! anyhow I was very very stressed but thank god I got through it n made it in one piece :D yay me!! although I got stuck in the traffic jam n everything but I didn't do bad at all! well as soon as I arrived ...it was still pouring so...I ended up soup-like when I got to russian I was soaking wet!! even Natasha told me it tood courage to get there with that rain!! lol well what else..I could actually feel fish inside my socks!! n well then I got to my class n it was as usual, great n now I Get the Greatness of the Tempest and indeed it is great but my gosh Shakespeare is and will ever be the best!! everytime I fall even more in love with that man!!!

'Be not afeard: the isle is full of noises,
Sounds and sweet airs, that give delight, and hurt not.
Sometimes a thousand twangling instruments
Will hum about mine ears; and sometime voices,
That, if I then had wak'd after long sleep,
Will make me sleep again: and then, in dreaming,
The clouds methought would open and show riches
Ready to drop upon me; that, when I wak'd
I cried to dream again'

Well what else...when I was driving back home I'm proud to announce I didn't even get one hunk!! :D which means I'm improving my driving skills YAY! n I did feel more confident about it n drove better :D

Gosh it feels so weird to be back on track with normal hmw I mean sure it is a lot n I got tons of things to read but it feels as if it were nothing compared to those essays...though I think I'm finally getting a grip on how they're supposed to be done...n I finally bought the entire greenday's discography to which of course I'm listening to right now and well...read...did some reports...slept THANK GOODNESS, I watched Uma on Oprah aww she is really sweet n I'm not saying that cuz she was my master Beatrix Kiddo, but she is sweet. other than that nothing new...other than me being in love with Shakespeare lol whose image I think of lookinng like this:

I'm only happy when it rains?

Well today..as you may infer...was a rainy day but hey no prob cuz I took the car :O yeah I did I went to school in the car :o me driving :O n yay I DID IT ..I mean let's be realistic....there was a single moment when I ALMOST crashed but I didnt thank god...but hey guess I need experience right? but tomorrow I will take it as well, the good thing is I come home early so I will avoid that terrible traffic jam!! anyways it was quite an experience though I have to admit I did feel powerful cuz I avoided the subway experience :P n with the rain it does get brutal!!
OK other than that...lol in russian was so cool cuz we were all making comments like yeah...you are fake...just like your coins...lol it was a sort of a scuffle? lol but in a good way then...I went to class, Colin actually called me ridiculous lol but hey if he doesn't say anything sarcastic or offensive in a way it's just not him, just like the time when he called us all not-normal lol n well he did suggest a wonderful horror story: 'La fiesta de XV años' lol quite terrible right? n then..investigation...IT IS A TORTURE!! but now I see how the others manage to get through it..THEY'RE ALL READING SOMETHING ELSE!! I'll have to apply that next time...

Then I had HLII n I FINALLY HANDED IN THAT ESSAY!! GOD DAMMIT HOW I SUFFERED WITH IT...N lol it was funny cuz yesterday I was struggling with the thought that he was asking for 6 pages n I had only 5 but when I actually used the format he was asking us to use, I ended up having like 13 pages so now I had to cut it cuz he didn't want more than 10 pages lol but I ended up having 10 sharp LUCKY ME!! though I gotta say my conclusion was kinda lame..anyways I just wanted to get over and done with it. Well the class was AWESOME we finally dropped Blake and Wordsworth and we're now reading Coleridge now THIS IS A NON-BORING ROMANTIC!!! he deals with dreams and temptation and everything that I consider awesome in the romanticism soo I loooved it, we analyzed Christabel and A Frost At Midnight but wow I felt so naive cuz in the one of Christabel I DID NOT READ IT IN A SEXUAL WAY, turns out the sexual content was EVIDENT n I DID NOT SEE IT!! what's wrong with me? am I turning into..INTO WHAT AM I TURNING?! lol and I thought I was too fucked up n perverted but now I see I'm not though I have to be lol SEE?? SOCIETY FORCES ME!!! well other than that n my driving experience..I FINALLY DID NOTHING IN THE AFTERNOON but watch tv n sleep,play the guitar,watch videos just CHILLIN MAAAAAAAAN n I listened to I'm only happy when it rains, which I had not heard for a while so...I LOVE THIS SONG REALLY oh yeah I was missing the moment of total frenzy cuz of garbage lol another chick n myself!! (what are the odds) cuz she likes garbage as well so we both started talking bout it n I do get carried away by these subjects that I LOVE lol n I was like YEAH DUDE N I ACTUALLY MET HER!! see? it is an accomplishment that should be written in my resume lol

Adventures on a rainy day...

WEll exotic comment of the day: 'If I were a boy I would be a very cute one' lol but I agree..I would be very hot...LOL

Oh yeah what's wrong with ppl staring at me n a friend of mine all the way in the subway?...guess that gives us a SLIGHT idea of how weird we might be...IN THE SUBWAY GIVE ME A BREAK!! by the way I HAVE GOT TO GO TO THE STATES JUST FOR A CONCERT N THEN COME BACK lol that's true love for art lol...course for a worthy group :P such as ..evanescence? :D since garbage is not going to be around for a while :P

What else...still hallucinating and in pain with the whole HLII essay,luuuuuuuv british sarcasm, still waiting for by F*ckin anthology..and I'm beginning to wonder if it's really going to arrive ANY DAY :P oh yeah besides I had a tech-crisis last nite cuz I dont know how to set the video recorder to RECORD WITHOUT HAVING TO WAKE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO RECORD :p turns out..I coulnd't do it and actually HAD TO WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO RECORD :p sux!!! there's no good in tech if u don't even know how to use it or...rather say..if it is not easy to use :P N...just so u know I'm in a very canadian mood cuz earlier I saw a tv show that showed the parts of Canada that I visited to there is a immense longing inside of me, overflowing me so: O CANADA!!!!

Driving lessons

Well, time for updating. I did celebrate my b-day on saturday and it was nice, in a sort of pub,with friends n all n it was quite funny cuz in the end we were only ppl who studied literature lol but it was very cool. I played darts for the 1st time in my life n though I had a succesful career...well..I had to quit..you know? one has to know when it's time to quit before one goes downhill lol n well what else..oh yeah G was there and really long time no see!! it was nice seeing her n gosh she really amazes me :S she gave me an entire analysis of some pictures to prove a point but it was really amazing :S oh n she gave me a book ...though it's in french...which...like ir or not tempts me to re-learn my french cuz truth be honest...IT SUX!! I'm really losing it n the parts that I still remember I'm mixing them with russian so...no good combo :P OH YEAH today I bumped into some russians in the hospital (pickin up my results) and I decided I should practice it...lol I was speaking french/russian lol the worst part is that I do understand it but it's really hard for me to speak it!! ...the russian boy was cute...but let's face it..he´s russian...MORAL: STUDY HARDER!! lol

Oh yeah my b.day, it was nice, lol I actually did my hair n everything I looked quite...normal? lol though I prefer my pandro-look better, either way it was for a good cause. There was something very funny cuz a friend of mine gave me a monkey (not a real one of course :P ) but it screams n everythin when it perceives ANYTHING lol so everytime someone passes or anything it starts jumpin,moving n screamin n it does scare you lol so I can't stop laughin about it cuz when you least expect it BUM there it is lol what else....lots of work to do but I 'did' my project for lit n art n well...I did my best:P n for HLII I am trying my best though it's really hard for me to organize my thoughts and not write the way I think :P , I finally read the Tempest...call me dumb...but I don't get it :S hopefully I will on friday :P n oh yeah Im a danger behind the wheel :S lol the point is that I dont see the cars that are right beside me lol so I just cross in a quite...violent manner lol, the worst part is that I'm really distracted for everything of that nature...sooo no wonders I'm disctracted while driving..though that has to improve...I might need some driving lessons :S ....n as Shirl would say...: GET IN THE CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR