Opening new doors!!

Wow what a day and all I can say is WOAAAAAAAAH! seriously it has been an amazing day with all my loved ones ,really cool and completely different from what I'm used to,however I do want to thank you all for being so sweet and seriously you have a very important place in my life thank you so much!! now there are more open doors for me ,course Amy's is just one of 'em!!!

PS special thanx to all the campers out there lol it was an amazing experience, the mission has only been postponed ;) and even some bigger thanx for coping with my crazy drives!!

isolated state

Ok I've been way too lazy lately cuz I haven't been in the mood for posting in a while however I'm finally here. My I can't believe how something as cool as fire works could be turned into something rather...well...tacky...:S n yup I was so glad that I'm not rich enough to afford some lol the whole face and one per each year was just too much lol
Other than that it's so hard to download cool exotic music FOR FREE!! why is society so....capitalist :P capitalism buzz off!!!
I think the whole been isolated in my room for an entire day doing absolutely nothing of interest but searching for stuff has gotten the best of me and eaten away my ability to communicate so I better kill this now before I keep rambling nonsense on and on


PS and the sex...and the drugs...and the complications....

One step closer

Ok now is this awesome or what? I had my 1st all-russian chat today!! and I mean ALL RUSSIAN AND I UNDERSTOOD AND WAS UNDERSTOOD!! SERIOUS ACCOMPLISHMENT!! I might not be that bad after all lol and I got my "russian boyfriend now"!! besides yesterday was a very cool day as well,new friends in Montreal!!! hopefully we'll do something over the week though I have no idea what but it was friggin awesome (am I going crazy but she reminded me of someone really dear to me...maybe I'm just seeing things now...good things though)!!!
Oh and I gotta say friday's clericot-session was niceeeeee lol though the whole yawning contest was the coolest lol and the official phrase: I can't cuz I'm tuerta LOL
well after having posted plenty of good news I should go lol however if anyone knows bout a site or somewhere I could download russian music plz let me know!!

Wrong signals

OK I'm seriously convinced that I'm sending the wrong signals!! what's up with driving men to do what happened on friday? hello!! ...I really need to evaluate what I'm doing cuz obviously I'm doing it wrong!! on the other hand I sooo didn't see it coming, I can't believe he actually bought me something it's just amazing (and the fact that he did does definetely NOT bind me to "give myself to him" as you so eagerly state it!!)....men can be pretty weird....n who said we are the complicated ones???? ugh I'm outta comments for the day need some rest,evan just won't stop nagging!!!

New mission,same target

OK now what could be better than a cool night chilling at your place with some friends and some german beer, along with a game (in which you used to lose all the times but for the 1st time EVER you're on the lead!!), right under the moonlight and with some cool DJing by me? (it's important to notice how VIP the thing is!!) lol absolutely nothing!!!!! plus I gotta admit I kinda like that german alcoholic drink...it is not bad lol and we're going next for...some clericooot!!! ...tasty...
Oh btw we're all on a new mission,same target as before though new circumstances...so we'll have to see how sucessful this mission can be...hopefully very!!! but seriously I'm kinda obsessed with it!!! ...and speaking of obsession...what's with the stalkative nature within??? ...that's gotta go....it might be kinda creepy though...

PS never make a promise unless you intend to keep it- THAT is the moral of the week.Promises can mean a great deal plus they can make a difference.