HAPPY FAYUKAH!! lol

MY GREEN GUITAR PICK BROKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ...and it is a saad sad day in ....guitar pick land??? seriously my guitar pick broke and though I've changed it for a new one....it still can't be replaced....though this one actually has more meaning to me!! it was the actual last one that was given to me by a certain someone while the whole breakin up/get the hell our of here thing soo this shall remind me that I will prove him wrong!! the hell I will play!!
and I better warn that this post will be full of pain for while I'm typing I'm IN PAAAAAAAAAAAAIN yup...I'got sprained the ..upper part of my foot? and right now I have some ice on it but man who would have thought ice would hurt so much!! ...still no regrets for no one can take my personal victory away from meeeee.... at this moment it's not hurting THAT much n I have 2 theories:
a)it is actually gettin used to the whole icy temperature and it's actually LIKIN the pain
b)its dead so it can't really feel a thing
.....and I think I'll go for the b one!!but still VICTORY!!!!!!...though it was only a personal one lol but hey it's better than nothing and some dont even get to that!

On to other subjects...man saturday was cool lol asides from gettin to do a lot of brooding I ate pizza (which I hadnt had in like....gosh more than a year to the point that I can't even remember when was the last time I had some before that day..cuz today I ate some more lol though this one was a vegetarian one but still) I had lots of fun lol though at the end my head was achin from all the laughter!! who would have thought that....ok its too cruel to write it down but ya'll know what I mean....but seriously: "pero...IBAMOS A IR A COMPRAR FAYUCA JUNTOOOOOOOOOOS" "pero...tengo vales de despensaaaa" lol it will never eeeeeeeeeeever be the same lol

btw happy b-day to Ofe!!and thanx for lettin me know bout the whole hi hi puffy amy yumi dolls which I got cuz of april the 30th!! CONGRATULATIOSN TO EVERYONE OUT THERE ...for the inner child we all have within us...and some of us not so inner lol

I also went to see RENT the movie and I totally recommend it lol I reaaaaaaaaaaally liked it and though I'm not much into the whole broadway musical stuff I Really liked this one and I actually think it's become my one and only favorite musical ASIDES FROM STOMP OBVIOUSLY!!! so if you get the chance to watch it GO you do have fun though the ending...c'mon I wanna be on the brink of death like that and out of the blue get up and start singing as if nothing had happened lol!! (n its worth highlighting the fact that the lyrics are awesome lol....though some more than others lol!)

n I'm officialy a vegetarian!!!

PS I SOOOOOO WANT THE STUFFED CATS I SAW THE ONES FROM PUFFY AMI YUMI THEY ARE JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!! ...so if anyone would like to gimme something..NOW you know what it could be lol

BEFORE I FORGET and though I havent even seen the finished version of everything the mamushka did to my blog...thanx for turning it into an interactive advertisement site lol

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!

THE GODDESS RETUUUUUUUUUUUURNS ON OCT 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where is the crihpete???????

Just another quick quiz while we are still waiting for the MASTER CRIHPETE to be posted lol and also the crihpete in loooove THAT SOOOO CUTE lol ...special powers: NOT GETTING SOGGY WITH MILK!!


You're Morrissey, of the Smiths, and your own successful solo career! You're a vegetarian (like me) and celebate (not like me). You write great music, and perform beautifully, and your wit and subtlety are non-par! There's really nothing bad about you! You rock!

AND I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO THANK THEEEEEEEEE MAMUSHKA FOR HER BRIEF YET SUSBTANTIAL TEACHINGS SHE GAVE US THIS AFTERNOON lol they were VERY enlightening though you do have to help me to release that power in me!! And thus the phrase of the week is:
"tu!!!....BESAME!!!"
lol YOU RULE MAMUSHKA!! I WANNA BE LIKE YOU WHEN I GROW UP!!

Poll

just a quick poll...WHAT ON EARTH IS BAMBI??
a)GAY AS HELL!!!
b)a she?
c)androgyny???

....I go for A!!!!!!!!!!
lol and just for Alecoo....I AM IN NO WAY RELATED TO BAMBA!!!!!!!!!! lol and ISNT SYNCHRONIZED SWIMMING AN ABSOLUTE WASTE ????? ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!...I particularly find it DISGUSTING!! so if ANY of you happen to practice it...I'm sorry to announce that our friendship has come to an end lol....ALSO LOOK AT THEIR WICKED SMILES :s SPOOOOKY!!! ....I would certainly NOT like to see one of those at night!!


ps YOU ARE ALL WELCOME TO PET MILKA ...n yup..I FINALLY got to name something milka!!isnt it cuuute??? just like me? lol

I'm wasting my time I have nothing to do...

And yup this shows that although I may have something better do I am certainly NOT going to do it...

-What color am I?
VIOLET

You surround yourself with art and music and are constantly driven to express yourself. You often daydream. You prefer honesty in your relationships and belive strongly in your personal morals.

-Carlish spins tunes as
DJ Crafty Artist

-Carlish was
an Annoying Artist
in a past life.

-Carlish is a member of
Idiots Wearing Shades

CHEAP THINGS ARE NOOOO GOOD!!

Well out of complete boredom and the fact that it was for free...I think I might have lost my taste buds for good...and I'm serious I wish I wasnt BUT I CANT FEEL ANYTHING ON MY TONGUE SINCE....like yesterday :S and out of 5 senses, 4 remain...if some count for the only good think I have is my ear...n Im still working on my sight lol however this is my advertisement for a tongue transplant:
Do you despise food?...you're not interested in flavors????
I HAVE THE SOLUTION!!!

Changing subject...apparently Im a walking computer who needs to free space from my hard-drive for it seems to be almost full and thats why my english is taking over my spanish......I DONT KNOW WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!!!
Oh yeah and I finally found out what the fuzz was all about...the whole picture going on in the building...I even took a picture of it and I have to say IM WAY PRETTIER THAN THAT AND NO THAT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE ME AT ALL :P
...ok I will post that some other time because I cant get my phone to synchronize with the computer....BLOODY TECH!! and I guess thats my cue to get to write the essay I have to hand in tomorrow lol.....FINE

PS SPECIAL GREETINGS TO EMMANUEL!! WE LOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!

fun Russian style!!

Well today we had our russian meal and it was amazing lol we all kept sharing EVERYTHING we ordered,besides we were many so you can imagine the dishes parading all over the table lol but the food is really good plus I had the best of times today :D I hadnt enjoyed myself the way I did today in a while lol though I ate A LOOOOOOT and probably wont eat in a while (at least the rest of the day!!) besides my beaming russianess lol (I had to have my shining time one of these days didn't I_) and my new name being Carlioshka lol...we had some great nattering and stuff plus the whole "more mooooore" of the cartoon that I dont even know lol turning herself instead of in a nurse into a stripper lol well the thing is I laughed a lot although I did get a bit scared while we were with our frappes :p ...as you may see I'm beaming happiness!!
btw I have become COMPLETELY codependant of my bottle of water or else I get totally dry to a point of nearly dying!!! lol gosh I dont even know what to write...you know I should be doing homework at the moment since I have tons but hey what the hell lol hmw can wait :) nevertheless....I should go and do something useful.
Word of the day: chaquin ...or something like that aand...krankenwagen lol

...and this should be all I think about all nite long to avoid creepy thoughts creeping into my mind :P thanx a lot :P

FORMAL PRESENTATION TO THE WOOORLD!!

And officialy I welcome this individual to my former circle ...well....already was in it...lol either way WELCOME AGAIN TO IT!! lol besides I do want to say that you are a very important person n very special to me :) and I do want to thank you for everything...though we do have some loose business still...like some travels...some conquerings and talks into stuff..lol but u rawk seriously u mean a lot to me! thanx for being there always!!

Scruffiness being threatened!!

N yup officially my characterizing scruffiness was threatened!! hell my entire identity was on the line!! n now not only do I own a skirt,I own a MINI SKIRT!! do try to picture me the all oh so very scruffy/pandro girl wearing a mini skirt along with a decent shirt lol the funny image was that while I was wearing that I still had my piercing on n everything else I usually wear lol,which was rather funny lol so I can be sexy if I ever want to be so,I now have THE weapons to do so lol...I somehow felt like Shane when she gets a momentary "make over" for the party....now I know exactly how she felt!!
Other than that...I'm still trying to finish my current reading and I should have finished it by now but you know,something comes up everytime I plan to do that lol it's not my fault and I shall not go against my destiny.
What else...oh yeah I bought placebo's new cd and it's awesome!!!I've discovered I really like them a lot!! ...besides I might be finding a part of myself in alternative rhythms....which is very interesting indeed...what else....well I think that's as much as I can recall OH YEAH HOW PATHETIC DO I HAVE TO BE!! lol I'm being hooked up with a german boy and thus germany is back!!! see why I'm starting to believe I should have studied german instead of russian??????? anyway Im supposed to meet him any day within the forthcoming week...which should be interesting though I really dont expect much....hell I dont expect anything!!but it does make me wonder...how desperate do I have to look for this being happening?? lol though I do think Im better off alone than with disagreable company.
Well so much for all the yelping!!

I still need to buy the yeah yeah yeah´s new album....so if anyone wishes to give me something now you know what lol

dashing

"may i feel said he
(i'll squeal said she
just once said he)
it's fun said she


(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she


(let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)


may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she


may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she


but it's life said he
but your wife said she
now said he)
ow said she


(tiptop said he
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she


(cccome?said he
ummm said she)
you're divine!said he
(you are Mine said she"
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I just really liked this poem.I think it's brilliant and reall cool :)

the new xmen chick :P

N again a nice day today,we went riding again and I have to say Im gettin better at it which is great!! see_ this year is FULL of changes!! Im learnin everything I should have learnt a while ago,like reading needle clocks,riding bikes,among others lol and although everyone has been trying to convince me that sun=light and Im actually trying to convince myself has lead me to let the sun get to my skin without sunblock all over me loo though Im still not that fond of this burning sun!!
However....looks like Im going to b taking EVERYONE to the russian restaurant YOU ARE ALL INVITED!! lol which is cool.some go for the food,some go for recepees and I go for russians lol!! N by the way a friend of mine and I have decided that Maria Sharapova is worthy of our friendship and she shall rejoice herself with our amazing russian lol so...we just have to let her know she has been accepted!! (unlike the silly Kournikova who didnt pass the test)


Ive also discovered that the whole extension thing is trueeeee we are one :S and now we have a temporary addition,our very own "visiting comadre" lol OH N BEFORE I FORGET IM NOT DARKIE AND IM NOT FIT FOR A METAL BAND :p ILL STICK TO PUNK THANK YOU :P lol oh yeah then I was kidnapped and went with a friend to a band contest thingy and I had a really great time (which explains why I just got home) lol though the hard part was that I only lived with a queca in my stomach AND THATS IT!! oh and some carrots but then we had no water no food no money and we had to feed ourselves out of candy lol which is not that healthy and does not quench hunger however it was very nice :)
I might start learning german since I see its a very important language(yup maaaaany cute guys out there speak german so I shouldnt deprive them from the pleasure of talkin to me lol)what else what else....gosh I cant remember :) but I have been having great times lately! OH YEAH MY COMMENT BOUT THE OUTFITS BEING TACKY AND THE OFFER TO COLIN OF SOME APPLES lol and yup Emily is still going on!!! LONG LIVE EMILY!!!!

Still searching for the rose....

Zephyr in the sky at night I wonder
Do my tears of mourning
Sink beneath the sun
She's got herself a universe
Gone quickly
For the call of thunder
Threatens everyone

And I feel
Like I just got home
And I feel
And I feel
Like I just got home
And I feel

Faster than the speeding light
She's flying
Trying to remember
Where it all began
She's got herself a little piece of heaven
Waiting for the time when
Earth shall be as one

Quicker than a ray of light
Quicker than a ray of light
Quicker than a ray of light

Zephyr in the sky at night I wonder
Do my tears of mourning
Sink beneath the sun
She's got herself a universe
Gone quickly
For the call of thunder
Threatens everyone
And I feel

Quicker than a ray of light
Then gone for
Someone else will be there
Through the endless years...

She's got herself a universe
She's got herself a universe
She's got herself a universe
And I feel
And I feel
Like I just got home
And I feel

Quicker than a ray of light she's flying
Quicker than a ray of light I'm flying

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Besides all the flying I must say I had a pretty good day though kinda hectic but I liked it. Looks like we are all going to go to the russian restaurant together lol which ought to be fun!! besides I DID call their son and he sounds nice I guess I'll have to wait and see.
I finally handed in my project though I really didnt put THAT much into it but I think it was ...acceptable at least though I hope she thinks so as well!!
Well later for the 1st time lecturas was actually fuuuuuun I couldn't stop laughing lol btw the phrase of the week is: ...."she took some actions" hehe gosh poor Emily she was insane,ill-fated,crazy,bitter,left by her one and only love and stuff lol even the teacher joined all this digression lol and we all enjoyed it lol though Im pretty sure Faulker wouldn't think it is THAT funnny lol the thing is that we keep teasing poor Emily and we were even asked to write the true story behind A Rose for Emily lol with all the behind the scenes actions but hey what would a woman enclosed in her house with ONE BLACK MALE SERVANT could be doing for those oh so many years? lol I cant believe we are sooo dirty minded!!

On to "neater" subjects...my piano recital went allright (though Im aware that if it had gone wrong I would have had to have none coordination whatsoever!!) and well then all the usual stuff. Anyways I'm happy.Things have reaaaaaally changed and I've found out that there are still (although FEW but still SOME) good ppl in this world :) Anyway I think this is all for now...meanwhile PEACE OUT PPL!!!


IM GOING TO PRACTICE MY RUSSIAN YAY ME!!(though yesterday I found out that Im a complete disaster in russian for I cant speak it fluently....and thus we go back to the whole retarded russian thing....)

Hoping the tech issues work...

Before anything else happens I would like to thank my fellow 'comunist' friend here who helped me with my linking problem since well tech and I simply DO NOT GET ALONG!! so THANK YOU it wouldnt have been possible without youuuuuuuu! lol
Ok gettin more serious(yeah rite) Im very happy cuz today when I was comin back from my piano lessons I was just walking when suddenly I saw this big russian announcement of a restaurant and so I went in and I started talking to the owners who obviously were russiand and it was so weird cuz they know my russian teacher lol but it´s rather neat cuz now I have a place that is not far from my place and I can go and practice my russian with them :) they were so happy that...well...the женщина even gave me some free empanadas very nice wasnt it? I thought so too besides that havin made me really happy....I was sleepy all day long...yup...hard night...

This is a brief message to someone I know doesnt care at all but WHY DO I KEEP HURTING MYSELF OVER YOU? I'm starting to believe you're not worth it since you dont even CARE!!! yup N it's you!!

N well so much for the muses´ help :P they didnt inspire me enough to b able to improve or rather do an ´acceptable´ project,nonetheless I tried

I do hope the linking issue works out and in the meantime I'll leave you with a phrase I really liked (pretty much all I could grasp today):

"The world is what it is;men who are nothing,who allow themselves to become nothing,have no place in it."

Rough day

So this was probably not the best way to start the week. Though the day passed smoothly and in a rather good way (though we were tortured by some enoooooormous talks...)however it was a pretty normal day,with a pretty normal afternoon with a pretty great class til CRASH it happened...and yup it literally did!!!
What's wrong with ppl anyway? what's with the ATTITUDE!! they really made a fuzz out of something really simple but noooooooooooooooooooo they have to go and get things even more complicated :P anyway I think the bitter experience is passing now,at least Im not THAT freaked anymore so that's a good step.
Movin on to happier issues...the archtypes are so cool!! now I know to which do I belong! lol really Im gettin a wider view of things and I really like it!!!

N moral of the day:
матери так сильно любят своих детей что они способны на не восможное для них

Frustrated destiny due to wrong conditions :P

Wake up kids
We've got the dreamers disease
Age fourteen
They got you down on your knees
So polite
You're busy still saying please

Frienemies
Who when you're down ain't your friend
Every night
We smash their mercedes-benz
First we run
And then we laugh 'till we cry

But when the night is falling
And you cannot find the light
If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight

You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget you only get what you give

Four a.m. we ran a miracle mile
We're flat broke
But hey we do it in style
The bad rich
God's flying in for your trial

But when the night is falling
And you cannot find a friend
You feel your tree is breaking
Just then

You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget
You only get what you give

This whole damn world can fall apart
You'll be ok follow your heart
You're in harms way I'm right behind
Now say you're mine

You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget
You only get what you give
Don't let go
We feel the music in you
Fly high
What's real can't die
You only get what you give
You're gonna get what you give
Just dont be afraid to leave

Health insurance rip off lying FDA big bankers buying
Fake computer crashes dining
Cloning while they're multiplying
Fashion mag shoots
With the aid of 8 dust brothers beck hanson
courtney love and marilyn manson
You're all fakes
Run to your mansions
Come around
We'll kick your asses

PS I WANNA BE A SNOWBOARDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!!!

it-s sooo sad when you finally discover your sport and u cant practice it!!!!!!!!!!
PS2 since I cant b able to do snowboarding I bought my surfin shorts lol though I cant surf either but hey I will b able to wear my shorts around since it's as hot as hell!