She's Universal...

Well I finally see that my fellow friend faithless dragon boy or something like that FINALLY POSTED SOMETING!! and I'm very glad he did he had promised me that for quite a while now!! As for me it's been a while since I've last posted something but either nothing really important happened or I was too lazy to post it lol but here I am now...and well...after having had a party yesterday....rather like a family gather up which was really cool...I got home and actually around 1 in the morning I started re arranging some stuff in my room...and I was actually a bit tired but I need to feel good in my own room or else I just can't be in it...call me crazy but hey maybe I am :P
Oh yeah I also watched our galaxy's guide lol and it's cool...I have to include a towel in the car...just in case lol and it was sweet and my gosh that whole dolphin song.....SO LONG SO LONG AND THANX FOR ALL THE FISH!! lol though the best and coolest thing was COLIN ROBOT-STYLE!! lol he actually talks and acts like that!! lol but yeah I did like it!!
I also watched DaVinci's code today and I did like it!!(and I don't care if the rest of the world didn't so STOP IT WITH THE WHOLE CRITICIZING ME!!) it was actually just the way I pictured everything when I read the book ...though in my head Sophie was actually a red head (figures...) but hey that's just me!! other than that everything was pretty accurate and I really liked the movie...and I gotta say french ppl speaking english....does not sound bad at all....though I still stick to english!!...However I do recommend the movie and it has actually given me ideas of where I would like to be buried...which is either in the Louvre lol (right next to Mary Magdalene lol) or in Westminster Abbey...you choose which one is the hardest to get lol but hey "NO ONE EVER DIED FROM WANTING TOOO MUUUUUCH"
Oh yeah I wanna b able to drive like Sophie!! seriously at least half Paris going backwards!! now THAT'S DRIVING!!!
anyway....since I can't seem to b able to find a better pic from the movie...I think this will have to do.....

OH YEAH THIS AFTERNOON I ALSO WATCHED SOME PLACEBO LIVE THING AND IT IS BLOODY AWESOME!!!...and officially they have become one of my favorite bands!!! PLAcebo rulz!!!

as i promised....

Well, finally I am here posting in the beautiful blog of the beautiful lady, as i promised. today i was very frustrated because i cant find a tab for a mogwai song, this song is called "Ithica" and is a very powerful song and i want to play it (even though i am not good playing guitar). but i cant find the tab anywhere until i find this page that is a kind of forum and after browsing the entire archive of posts i can find the song, i am very happy of this and now i am preparing my old guitar to try the song. wish me luck and i'll try to play it for you when im ready.
to finish this post i just want to thank the beautiful, cool, gorgeus vanilla girl who owns this blog for let me write this things here, i hope you enjoy it. xoxox.

What ever happened to freedom??!!

Well honestly I'm speechless bout what happened today...but I did feel powerless...and it struck me haaaaaard!!...and all I've got to say is that I still have a headache....

Unknown news from the pop world

...not that it matters...but I didnt know that kylie minogue and geri halliwell had kissed!!! from geri it aint that shocking but it I certainly didn't expect it from Kylie....either way I just wanted to enlighten ppl that (like me) may still live in oblivion of this OH SO VERY IMPORTANT NONSENSICAL FACT OF THE DAY lol and therefore I shall post the evidence so ...

If-

"IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!"

childhood flooding back!!

well lately all I've been listening to has been THE SPICE GIRLS!! seriously it had been quite a looooooong time since I last listened to those cds and wow I really loved them it's amazing all the memories that listening to them brings back!! my complete childhood and I dare say that whoever did NOT like the spice girls did NOT have a normal childhood!!
And my favourite one was Emma lol who would have thought it rite? but I used to be really sweet lol I even dressed like her and everything!! and I swear my childhood got scarred by NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE THEM LIVE...NEVER!!! BUAAAA I guess that's one of the things I will always regret and therefore be empty the rest of my liiiiiiiiife!! lol
...and now it's time for other ppl to confess their not-so-hidden love for the spice girls lol at the moment 2 have already confessed lol so we are alll ears!!...oh and the other day I discovered that I do have intellectual needs when it comes to friendships!! but isnt it frustrating when you just CANT talk to ppl???


And on to serious subjects:
HAY QUE MANTENER LAS PUERTAS ABIERTAS EN LUGAR DE CERRARLAS

LA LIBERTAD DE UNO TERMINA DONDE EMPIEZA LA DEL OTRO

LA LIBERTAD SE TERMINA CUANDO ROMPES LA LEY

SE LUCHA CONTRA LA INVASIÓN DE NUESTRO PAÍS PERO SI SE PERMITE LA INVASIÓN DEL AUDITORIO JUSTO SIERRA

VENIMOS A ESTUDIAR PARA ESTOS EVENTOS DEJEN DE SUCEDER

SE ABORRECE LA OPRESIÓN A LOS DEMÁS Y QUIEREN OPRIMIR NUESTRO DERECHO DE ASISTIR A NUESTRA FACULTAD

...back to banal issues...I watched the desperate housewives marathon lol it's so cool how frivolous n stupid ppl can be but I gotta admit I enjoyed it lol!!

......stop right now thank you very much I need somebody with the human toooooooooouch hey you always on the run gotta slow it down baby gotta have some fuuuun.....

MORAL HANGOVER!!

K I am definetely having a moral hangover for having missed my piano lesson but I swear it was not my fault!! I mean this guy was explaining things to me I couldn't just leave him there talking to himself when he was doing a favour but MY PIANO LESSON! (sobs)
Oh my god I sooooo love the violin!! it's just sooo....gosh there is not even a word to describe the way it makes me feel because it definetely touches my soul...and yup at this very moment I'm listening to a song performed by Itzhak Perlman and gosh,this along with the beautiful night we're having and the fresh air blowing through the window....seriously this only contributes to the magical mood that night sets on me...

....I can't believe how serious I am about the guilt I'm actually feeling for having missed my piano lesson!!...and to make it worse I'm listening now to some Mozart sonata no. 16...LOVELY!!...which is definetely NOT HELPING ME!! but see? I like torturing myself?

NO AL PARO!! support the cause by wearing a white bracelet on ur right hand!!

ABC...STOP!!

A
Available?: last time I checked yup
Age?: 19
Annoyance?: hypocrisy!!
B
Best Friends?: agree with the whole the-ones-who-are-there thing
Bar?: ...I'm not as picky as to have a favourite bar
Birthday?: September 28th
C
Crush?: does it have to be a real one?cuz if so...not currently though I fear a sort of infatuation or I don't know what this is...might sprout
Car?: "IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE WAY I DRIVE...DRIVE PAST ME!"
Cat?: does Milka count???
D
Pets Name?: Star though I want her to accept her second name and she is refusing!!
Dad’s Name?: God almighty
Dog?: STAAAAAAAAR or ball however u canna call her :)
E
Easiest person to talk to?: depends on the issue
Emo?: ???? too ignorant to know what this is
E-mail?: ask ME
F
Favorite color?: green and then blue
Food?: vegetarian
Foreign Slang?: dont know any russian slang and the way I see it I may never know it :P
G
Gummy Bears or Worms?: GUMMY BEARS!!
God?: is really trying to tell me something!!
Good Time?: being able to b myself
H
Hair Color?: dark blonde
Height?: 1.59 but good things DO come in small measures!!
Happy?: hell yeah! got every reason to be :) it's up to you to be happy or not
I
Ice Cream?: my favorite dessert!!
Instrument?: guitar and piano
Idol?: Shirley Manson,Angelina Jolie and Amy Lee HOLY TRINITY!!!
J
Jewelry?: every item I wear just because of what it means to me (and I am excluding the non-good for me items I recently got rid of)
Job?: not yet
Joke?: politics
K
Kids?: aren't alright?? lol ...or are we speaking of my future daughter??
Karate?: not anymore
Kite?: +storm= death?
L
Longest Car Ride: can't remember though there are some short ones that seem eternal!!
Longest Relationship: not such a good subject to speak of lol
Last Person you spoke to on the phone: Ro
M
Milk Flavor: soy milk
Mother’s Name: Rooooose
Movie Last Watched: Underworld!! (being a vampire rules!!)
N
Number of Siblings: 1 though not officially
Northern or Southern: depends though Northern tends to be more multicultural (NOT ALWAYS)
Name: why would someone be reading this if they didn't AT LEAST know my name??
O
ONE Wish?: to be fulfilled...
One Phobia?: snakes CANT STAND THEM nor spiders nor bugs...hell one might say I'm scared of nature lol
Only goal: fulfill my dream
P
Parents are they married or divorced: long story
Part of your appearance you like best: my hands INCLUDING MY vanilla submarine arms!!
Part of your personality you like best: being weird
Q
Quote: "Face your fears,live your dreams"
Question for the next person: did you see underworld?
Quick or Slow?: slow....protracts pleasure?
R
Reason to smile: you have a reason to be
Reality TV Show: I hate reality shows and if I dO watch any...it would be the real world
Right or Left: Both
S
Song Last Heard: dancing with myself I HAVE DEVELOPED A SORT OF TRAUMA WITH THAT SOOOOOONG I JUST CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT!!
Season: most definetely winter WHY IS IT SO DAMN HOT RIGHT NOW?? I MIGHT DIE OUT OF EXCESS OF HEAT!!
Sex [gender]: deadly chick? lol
T
Time you woke up: today at 10 am
Time Now: 10.18 pm
Time for bed: as soon as I finish this
U
Unknown Facts about me: ...I can't ride a bike properly though I'm very good rollerblading??
U are......?: the sun that's oh so rock n rooolll!!!!
V
Vegetable you hate: haven't found it yet
Vegetable you love: mushrooms? depends on how they are prepared
View on Politics: guess my previous comment sums it up
W
Worst Habits: believing that everyone,no matter if it doesnt look it, has a bright side
What do you wanna be when you grow up: musician
Where are you traveling to next? hopefully Argentina!!...yup...still saving money if u wanna contribute
X
X-Rays: superpower!!
X-Games: snowboarding on the winter x games??
X-Files: Moulder......
Y
Year you were born: 1986
Year it is now: 2006
You wanna get married?: eventually yup for I really do want it to be meaningful
Z
Zoo Animal: white tiger
Zodiac: Libra!!
Zest: sweet

SEARCH!!

Looking for an agreable place to start a bonfire!!! so if you know of any suitable place for it LET ME KNOW!!!

closing time

Well at the moment I'm actually lookin for some pics from the underworld movie which I just saw this afternoon and it was really cool....how hot can being a vampire be right?? well to me it's PRETTY HOT!! and the fact that it was a Romeo n Juliet thing vampire version doubled the pleasure lol since I'm really into both stories or whatever you'd like to call it.However I can't seem to find the right image...shame...will have to keep looking.
The other day was rather creepy but I do believe it was like a big signal to finally end things for as much as I had thought I had...turns out I hadn't,I still clung (though in an unconscious way) to several items that I should have left long ago,nevertheless I finally got rid of them ..yes I saw the sign! but I decided to follow it and though I still have some final issues,regarding the matter,to take care of,my mind is definetely set and I've started the whole cleansing process. Now THAT explains why on friday afternoon I was the modern urban santa claus who mixed seasons and gave things on mid may lol but who cares! if they can help somebody else so be it,I was actually glad to do it. I also had a great time that evening lol and kept the laughing fit with the whole happy fayukah thing lol but it was really nice I'm growing very fond of all. Speaking of that I feel so light,I HAVE gotten rid of some burdens I had been lugging which explains the whole feelin better thing and feeling better is goooood!
...Why am I NOT a vampire??? it would be SO HOT!! and maybe then I would not be so scared of the dark....maybe cuz I would be the one thing to be afraid of lol but hey I guess I'll just have to wait til I am immortal to completely overcome that and seems it's going to be in quite a while since in my next life I'm going to be doing the whole surfing thing so...I will just put in on hold...
Anyway...I guess that's about it for now OH YEAH THE SAME VERY DAY I CAME HOME SEVERAL SONGS THAT TOOOTALLY WENT WITH WHAT I WAS DOING!!! so it WAS A SIGNAL!!

Why couldn't I just be as hot as this girl?? and if it had included the whole being vampire thing it would have even better!!!OH AND THAT ALSO GOES FOR THE BRITISH ACCENT!!! see? it doesn't get any hotter than that!

Closing time
Open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alcohol so finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time
You don't have to go home but you can't stay here

Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won't be open till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

Trial day...CHECK

Although this was a quite "tragic" day for me,since I literally cried myself out, it's has proven to have been useful....it did help me to reaffirm myself,what I am and what I want.Nevertheless it was hard coming across the other extreme but I have to stand my ground,it's what I want and I'm doing it for me and no one else. On the other hand I guess not everyone is mean and that there is ppl who cares but maybe I hadn't given them a chance or maybe just situations had not allowed it before but it's really nice to know that you can count on someone and that they really care about you,it does change the whole perspective in a good way.
The good thing is that I feel loads better now! And one just has to remember that one makes a choice. You decide what you want to live. Also that if things were easy anyone would do them.

"If fears what makes us decide,
Our future journey,
I'm not along for the ride,
Cuz I'm still yearning,
To try and touch the sun,
My fingers burning,
Before you're old you are young,
Yeah I'm still learning

I am falling down,
Try and stop me,
It feels so good to hit the ground,
You can watch me,
Fallin on my face,
It's an uphill human race,
and I am falling down
I'm standing out in the street,
The earth is moving,
I feel it under my feet,
And I'm still proveing,
That I can stand my ground,
And my feet are there, haven't washed my hair
To be lost before you are found,
Don't mean you are losing

Some day I'll live in a house
Etc., etc., etc.
Don't you know that's not for now
and for now I'm falling
down...down...down...,
down...down...down,
down...down...down,
Yeah e Yeah..Yeah e Yeah,
I'm falling down,
I'm falling down..I'm falling down...
I'm falling...."