Hanging on

Well yesterday turned out to be a pretty nice day after all...yup, lots of tension lately since what happened, got to figure out what's next which is not as easy as it sounds but I'm currently working on it.

But after having been a complete tourist in my own city, the whole bus tour is pretty nice though at the end it literally ditched us....WHICH SUCKED but at least I was able to see my final tho the one that I wanted to win didn't but still...now that tennis is over back to reading and reading and writing my next article YAY
...what else....tons of new russian music, at the moment listening to it...oh yeah went to the theatre the other day (I hadn't gone for like ages!) and it was a pretty cool play, it really left you all immersed in thought, I liked it a lot and on wednesday got a special event, let's see how that goes and I will report on that later.
In the meantime I finally skated, since I hadn't really done so since I wanted to do so in Moscow, I finally got the chance to do it yesterday lol and it was a lot of fun, specially since I had my (donno what that part is called...front ankle?) hurt and I had to skate with hockey skates lol which were pretty big and course, pretty heavy but I had a really nice time, after that what could be better AFTER HAVING SURVIVED NEMESIS' ATTACKS than a long-queued coffee and some corn? pretty cool day after all :)

lost

Just what the fuck am I going to do now??

And on to other issues I think I'm becoming a real fan of watching tennis (really fun to watch)... I should have become a pro athlete...that would have been a lot easier and free of more choice making....

Just quizzing...again

hehehe how cool is this?
Evaluation...
You have scored -1 points, out of a range from -50 (100% Gothic) to 55 (100% Punk).

Goth-Punk. You have an even balance of goth and punk characteristics. You hopefully have the good qualities of each, rather than the bad side of each.

OH YEAH HAPPY BINVERSARY :s

It's because officially on a day like this I got my lip piercing tho two years ago so..that's something worth celebrating AND IT DIDN'T GET INFECTED hehehe (something that actually happened with the one I had on my eyebrow a more than just a couple of times)

Oh yeah did I mention that star got a new hairtcut that involves a mohawk?? (course it was my idea but she looks sooo cute!!)

(ok so maybe this was not the best pic but she kept moving!)

New year, new post

Well...let's see what's up...oh yeah a new year!! I really can't believe how time passes by sooo fast!! but really it's just amazing. Well..I don't have a lot to say lately..yup I've been in a keep-it-to-myself sort of mood but I think I'm finally coming out of it...

Fate n.

The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events.
The inevitable events predestined by this force.
A final result or consequence; an outcome.
Unfavorable destiny; doom.
Fates Greek & Roman Mythology. The three goddesses, Clotho, Lachesis, and Atropos, who control human destiny. Used with the.

That's an interesting definition...mainly since it is mine that is at stake now...and yup...depending on a single decision that I think I'm going to find out about sometime around this month is what is going to alter it...so one could say it could be very stressful which indeed I agree with and gosh...the thing is that now I have to come up with a plan B and I think I've already thought of something but it was really shocking for me when they asked me what I would do if plan A didn't happen it was a very...that;s a good point mainly cuz I haven't really thought of it!! and thus...I came up with a plan B. Now, what's it gonna be? I don't know and although at times the whole not-knowing part gets the best of me I think I'm really going to try to not think about it a lot...let's see what happens. I think it was actually a chinese old proverb (aren't all these wise phrases all chinese?) that said that one should let water flow because it's impossible to catch it...OK MAYBE IT WASN'T LIKE THAT but something like it...but the thing is that that's my new approaching technique....

On to other issues...I wonder if one can really be connected like mentally with someone...is that really plausible?? in spite of the distances and everything?? because lately I've been thinking, dreaming and (..ok I think that's about it)about someone...I mean those memories are ALWAYS present but lately it's increased...is it for a reason? I DON'T KNOw!! maybe I should call Mme. ZAZU hehehehe now that would be a way to start a new year wouldn't it? maybe I should apply the whole let the water flow thing here as well...

After long digressing,I think that's about it and yay lol a year after I finally understand something :S of my books in russian hehehe that's gotta be some progress right? :)
Ok now this is probably going to be my new add:

one never knows right?