Several reasons on why love isnt enough

Well as right now Im striving the greatest fight for a couple of songs on the net...:P I hate it when the songs I want the most are precisely the ones that I cant download :P sux!!
Anyways yesterday was great lol I mean we were just supposed to get some coffee n we did everything BUT the coffee lol, we walked every area (in the one we were of course) it was nice cuz I'd never toured that way,at least not at night. Then we intended to get coffee but alcohol drinks seduced us (see? Lady alcohol has gained control over me!!lol) well we drank, we got all hyped up n decided to go to a club which was kinda lame reallly...WHERE THE HELL DO U PPL HIDE?? anyways we need to have a nice "going dancing" nite! the thing is that I had a great time :)
Todaaaaaaay I FINALLY WATCHED CLOSER!! n though I had received opposing comments I gotta say I did like it n a lot!! it was weird seeing how things really are most of the times nowadays and it surprised me how empty the words "I love you" may sound,rather how we can make them so void...n wow Natalie Portman's role was totally amazing,she really is good!! I had never seen her on anything besides star wars,but really good movie PLUS THE KILLER ACCENT lol!!
N then...I was kidnapped along with several cds of mine :P though I came back my cds didnt :P

The cool thing now is my unstoppable fancy for house!!! and I WENT BACK TO STARBUCKS N I COULDNT LOOK AT IT THE SAME WAY AFTER THEEEEE STORY!!! lol....there's just something dirty about it...isn't it?

OH YEAH I COOKED THE OTHER DAY!!! and Im not as bad as I thought I was!! the proof is that Im alive to tell so :P besides it was delicious!! who would have figured huh? so now Im starting to believe that the real problem comes only with desserts not necessarily with the main course...anyways...gotta develop and sharpen my cooking skills a bit more :D

MEMORABLE QUOTES:
"There's a moment, there's always a moment, "I can do this, I can give into this, or I can resist it", and I don't know when your moment was, but I bet there was one. "
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Dan: Everybody wants to be happy.
Larry: Depressives don't. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be depressing.
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Dan: And you left him, just like that?
Alice: It's the only way to leave. "I don't love you anymore. Goodbye."
Dan: Supposing you do still love them?
Alice: You don't leave.
Dan: You've never left someone you still love?
Alice: Nope.
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Dan: When I get back, please tell me the truth.
Alice: Why?
Dan: Because I'm addicted to it. Because without it, we're animals. Trust me.
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Larry: [on a photography exhibit] What do you think?
Alice: It's a lie. It's a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully, and... all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say it's beautiful 'cause that's what they wanna see. But the people in the photos are sad, and alone... But the pictures make the world seem beautiful, so... the exhibition is reassuring which makes it a lie, and everyone loves a big fat lie.
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Dan: You think love is simple. You think the heart is like a diagram.
Larry: Have you ever seen a human heart? It looks like a fist, wrapped in blood!

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Anna: Don't stop loving me. I can see it draining out of you. It's me, remember? It was a stupid thing to do and it meant nothing. If you love me enough, you'll forgive me.

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Alice: Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

Well all I have to say is...I HAVE SOOO MUCH ALCOHOL IN MY VEINS RIGHT NOW!! this past 2 days Ive been drinking like crazy!! lol....n now we shall continue on our alcoholic journey!! and hey we're still missing new year's!! lol anyways the point is ...I have been having a great time,I really concluded that I cant dance without alcohol in my veins n that I'm proud of the things I like n I wouldnt change it for the world,it's part of who I am and I really like it...and enjoy it...lol
Wow...it's been almost a year since my transformation began....and it shall continue cuz it's going real good :)
I'm totally over whatever it was I had ...the other day...cuz I just got caught up in the moment but that's it..I just gotta tell him so...
Anyways this week up to the movies with pratically everyone....notice how active we all are!! Im finally getting the whole clock issue!! yay me!

PS dont ask where the hell I get these pics from....THEY ARE SENT TO ME!!!

What am I to do? IM A SUCKER FOR ROMANCE!!

I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME!! me???? I CANT FALL IN LOVE!! ...love isnt for me at all...but then...why did I CRY?? tHATS RIGHT!! I CRIED!! I had never felt my knees getting weak...I really cant describe it ....but there was just...magic...I WAS BEWITCHED! I dont know what happened really!! oh god...n yup...I obviously kissed him...I COULDNT RESIST! I have no freakin idea of what's going to happen cuz supposedly he is not for me, he breaks my schemes n everything, although we are very much alike in some stuff I shouldnt be with someone like that!!! in the meantime Im keeping up the resistance....fight...whatever u wanna call it...though Im afraid of seeing how this is going to end....

by the way MERRY XMAS! lol

Another day another planet

Well there's nothing much to say except that I have been listening to blink a lot lately and that we tried to get tickets to see king kong but they were all sold out. I bought a new watch n its really cool (I really wanted a new one) the thing is that it's analog style, you know with needles n all and ....it's really hard for me to read those...specially when there are NO NUMBERS WHATSOEVER!! so I dont know how to use it lol cuz it's really cool but I cant tell the time lol!! so Im still open to suggestions lol what else...well I already got my xmas presents,cds n a movie THE movie that I had been waitin to buy lol ...y'all know which one :D so ur welcome to come n watch it anytime u want! speakin of which I saw the movie chocolat in it was funny cuz we were like...it its in french...not like our french is not good enough....but SUBTITLES lol n it was really sweet LITERALLY but its amazing how just by seeing something u can absolutely crave it though u may not be so fond if it!!

I finally burned a dvd...not so good...but for a 1st try it was fine. I dont know why but the JAck movie does not entirely convince me ...I prefer the corpse bride one....spacing....well peace out in the meantime...

...I do find Mark kinda cute...
PS how come I dont feel near xmas though I have the trees n everything around me? :S WHAT HAPPENED TO XMAS MAGIC!!!???

DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE CAN I GET BIRTHDAY LETTERS?

SELENA VIVE!!! ...IM FINALLY FREE!!

Well today was my last day in school!!...at least for this semester lol...but it was weird but cool, we all started to gather up in the main ...place? cuz the upper rooms were closed so there u have like 25 ppl at least waiting for the teacher to come lol when AND THIS IS ALL FRENCHIE ONES' fault! cuz they started singing Y YO Q TE DESEO A MORIIIIIIR so I sang along and the ones of english started singing as well lol so we all ended up singing and semi-dancing to that song lol it was sooooo coool!!! and then the girl next to me shouted: SELENA VIVE!! lol what the hell! lol but it was very funny besides as soon as I saw her I was like...dude...what happened to u...u look..old and tired ..n i loved the fact that she was so straight forward and came up with a: i didnt take a shower, i didnt even change my clothes, i just got up and came here...french style lol and also another one lol see? HOLIDAYS HAD ALREADY STARTED!! besides I went all chatty in the subway with a guy I bumped into and we were just gossiping bout shows n movies n it was nice,I hadnt been all gossipy for a while since I had been so incredibly busy!!!
Anyways I had my date and :S gosh ppl are weird. the thing is I didnt know if it was him talkin or the weed, honestly I dont know whats gonna happen , gotta let it flow.

Well I also watched the movie "stay" n I didnt understand it, it ended n i was like....HUH? so if someone could plz xplain it to me that would be great!
Tomorrow big marathon day....if I could get in touch with those involved...anyways PEACE OUT!!

Y YO Q TE DESEO A MORIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIR(somebody plz make it stop!!!)
PS it amazes me how in my faculty is totally normal to see a guy dressed as a female hooker at 10:40 AM and nobody looks funny at him lol !!! EVEN WITH THE PLASTIC MINISKIRT!! como no te voy a quereeeeeeeer

now we get the payback...LAYBACK!!

Im soooooooooo hyper right now lol well the thing is that Im finally chillin!! hell yeah I totally deserved it! I mean I still have some papers to hand in but hey at least my brain has been left alone FINALLY! well I practiced my russian AGAIN lol n yay he understood me...and of course I had to ask about his son!! (previously and already met russian guy)lol I may not know how to ask about lots of things but I do know how to ask about the son lol what else....nice person seen lately....interesting should happen with someone from my past...interesting things should happen on wednesday....he looked so cute this saturday!! c'mon baby b my badboooooyfriend! lol
I got a 10 in lit n art YAY ME! I had a nice long n cool talk on friday,it really amazed me to see someone I thought so tough,being so...normal?
Piano thingy going nice, ...wonder why am I talkin so cryptic...movie marathon this friday....
Geez it's incredible how J leaves me thinkin DEEPLY everytime we see each other!! but it's for the best but really WOW!
Oh yeah I bought THE Rolling stone mag I craved for it n now I have it...obviously I crave the one on the cover lol....ait don't know what else to say...

Oh yeah on friday morning we crashed a friend's house lol IT WAS SOOO COLD AND LONELY OUT THERE...lazy ppl ITS 9 AM AND EVEN I AM AWAKE!!! ...I totally forgot what I was going to say....damn mental blackouts!!!


Agreed...this is what I would look life if I were a dog...BUT ISNT IT CUTE??

REY SATAN!!

Lol today although it was very stressful for I had my presentation...I think I didnt do THAT BAD but as usual I talk way too fast but hey that's just me...well the thing is that I was the moderator and there were some nice works and the one on dancing in the dark almost made all of us cry EVEN THE TEACHER lol u could just see a tear on the back of ur eye!! n there was one guy :S gosh NONE OF US UNDERSTOOD ANYTHING BUT THE TEACHER! the rest of us were all like...:S WHAT THE HELL DUDE!! I just understood something bout a door in Kiev and Russia and children dressed as chicken dancing :S I have NO IDEA WHATSOEVER of how it connects to the subject...:S
BTW it's really funny the different reactions ppl have when they see a person just walking around with a Santa's hat...yup...that was me...and the results were:
1/3 said hello to me
1/3 laughed at me
1/3 pretended they didn't see me lol
and I got to the conclusion that although Santa should be Saint and not Santa cuz he ain't a she...is he? anyways he must be stupid!! really how can he stand that hat all day long? ur brain sweats!!!

Then I had an exam but before it I laughed like I hadnt laughed for a while in a classroom...but it was all so stupid lol but we couldnt help it...and that's how I became Rey Satan with my reindeer and my dworf lol we literally were on the floor laughing! anyways I ended up writing an entire Biblie for the exam:P and then a friend of mine bumped into me cuz I didnt see him n he might be coming on saturday again :D n what else...stressful day cuz tomorrow I have an exam but gosh we don't even know HOW TO STUDY FOR IT!! and that says it all!

Oh yeah yesterday it was rather odd that I was having a sexual conversation with everyone :S and I talked to a friend of mine to whom Im talking to this very moment nt its so cool cuz shes crazy and we were totally disgressing lol but it was lots of fun and I FINALLY HAVE THE SONG I VE LOOKED FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE!! THE ONE OF BEING SORRY I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT AND I OWE IT ALL TO U...GOD..lol...he insists that I call him so...lol anyways I gotta go ...should start doin some grading..

this is how I looked today...YEAH RITE lol

You're perfect in the way...I love you sugar kane

Well now that all the stress I had this week is gone...literally since I managed to see it sorted out by mentally taking a quite needed blackout from thursday to sunday...I really used all my brain for those essays!! but I gotta say I ended up quite pleased with them and I did my best so...now it's up to the teachers...though I do have to give a presentation on wednesday on my paper...hope it's not that bad..n well let me think what have I been up to? besides hanging with D a lot lately :S on thursday we finished HLII and before I spent around 2 hours gettin a tan n talking bout nonsense and discussing the several reasons why Courtney Love is frightening lol in the afternoon I got invited to a coffee and I did feel very intellectual since that was our subject...speaking of getting invited...I decided to go on a date on wednesday...yup..with the boyfriend prospect and I'll see how it goes but honestly I am nervous..

On friday I went to see the Merchant of Venice...god how can one NOT be in love with Shakespeare? he is THE man!! of course I loved it...and that very day in the morning we all went to have brunch together n it was funny to see how it ended up with a heated discussion between eng lit and spanish lit lol and the teacher kept teasing me :P with the paper fleet and attacking me lol it was fun though it did shock me to find out that one of the fellow students has a kid :S n well...yesterday a friend of mine came over n it was so cool I mean 1st we set up the xmas tree...well...they did cuz I didn't even move!! but it¿s done now and after that we started watching a weird old movie lol the atmosphere was pretty cool cuz it was all cloudy n windy n we were just huddled holding hands TO KEEP WARM but it was nice and the movie was hysterical!! the soundtrack is THE soundtrack wit hthe AHAHAHAHA screaming lol n we kept doing that all afternoon!! It was nice seeing him since it had been a long time.
...massages can be pretty cool rite? lol...then we watched another movie n it was fun n we kept chatting til around 11 pm but it went by so quickly I didnt even feel it and today we walked a lot in the afternoon looking for the place so I could feel the power of my ID lol and that was about it...asides from my accepting to go on a date...I have never dated before, dated as such...should be interesting

Going back to reality blows for I really felt as in holdays....but now I have to go back n finish more stuff for school...the good thing is that this should be over soon!!
PS hadn't noticed...but Gwen can be kinda cool actually...lol