There's a higher force above us!

O I am Fortune's fool!! and it's so true!! today I realized ...rather, I EXPERIENCED how life does come in circles I went back to the starting point, right to where everything started,my whole existence!!! see? I so believe there's a Destiny or something higher that determines everything!!
and back in reality...tomorrow I'm having an exam....and I don't even know WHAT to study, so that can't be good....but WHATEVER WILL BE WILL BE!!

I am the little mermaid...

My childhood just came flooding back today!!! as well as other floods that overcame me...AND IT'S NOT WHAT U THINK U DIRTY MINDED PPL!! but I let it all out (continuing with the previous posts). Anyway, we watched the Little Mermaid today, wow,I'm still Ariel!!! ....and I didn't know she was russian, I mean the folk tale is russian SEE IT WAS ENGRAVED IN MY SUBCONSCIOUSNESS EVEN BEFORE I KNEW IT!!
It's amazing how today I didn't do ANYTHING!! I went to school today and didn't do a thing!! I am a parasite of society!!!! but I certainly was not in the mood for ANYTHING today. I also can't believe how I smoked today I SMOKED MEEEEE MS I'M ALL AGAINST SMOKING SMOKED!! (not pot,in case you were wondering, tho I suffered the pot effects since we were at MJ's garden lol)
Today's phrase: She didn't come because she left LOL
AAAAAAND most important thing of all....I NEED TO LEARN TO LET THINGS GO!!

Mindly debates

Ok,long time no see, but I just didn't feel like writing,however now I do,since apparently this is therapeutic or something,but it does feel good to just let it all out at times. Well,what's new....there's a new being in my life tho technically there isn't just yet,I'm trying to work my magic (freakiness)so,let's see how this all ends (I just hope it doesn't wind up like previous experiences,because they have been truly awful,I know I know, not everyone is the same,still I can't shake these deja vu's off, they just keep invading me...but then again, I just guess LET IT FLOW, WHATEVER WILL BE WILL BE!! ....the question is..will there be something here?? ANYTHING? I don;t know and officially I don't think that made any sense whatsoever,but what the hell it's all about letting it all out.
Well, what else...I'm one step closer to confronting issues in a "mature" kinda way, thing which truly amazes me!!
Today a girl I had never seen in my entire life freaked out cuz I IN A VERY GOOD NATURED AND INNOCENT WAY offered to take her to the bathroom LOL I was SO NOT STALKING HER she wasnt even my type lol but it was great watching her shocked face!!
I tend to have a chronic fancy of fairy creatures such as elves....is that mentally healthy?
My body aches,I had kung fu and had to take a cold shower....I think I am a very demanding person, in high-maintenance kinda way...the thing about this is that the world apparently doesn't work like that, which makes it kinda hard to bear at times...
Well this is it for the time being, gotta go dry my hair and get ready to sleep anytime soon, SO loong