Serendipity

Ok I really think that word kinda covers what this year has been all about. Ok I think that this whole new year is getting to me and I'm getting rather touchy or philosophical, whatever you wanna call it,still...
fate: the supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events...
I do believe that this is something really to think about, mainly after having seen what has happened over this year,things DO NOT just happen by accident,they happen for a reason!!and to top if of, last night I watched a movie that actually dealt with that subject,see? a sign maybe? lol
Ok I might be delusional already but I guess this is what happens after having spent so much time watching tons of movies lately, btw Kate Beckinsale looks so weird NOT being a vampire...I could hardly recognize her!! (see? as usual, topics of supreme importance to the world! lol)...I could use some updating on my movies...HINT HINT!!
Since I'm not sure when I'm going to be posting again (meaning during what remains of this year or next) here's to new year's so it's even better than this one! CHEERS!!
N a cool song to end this year with...

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Your a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

You know I can't change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
That you've ever been down
That you've ever been down

And the Grinch says...

Ok I'm definetely feeling a lil too grinchy but seriously who ever said that Xmas is the best time of year was a complete liar!!! in fact, so far, I've seen that it's the time of year when there are more depressed ppl, everyone is just in a frenzy hysteria and so on, so where is that "happiness"? the only cool thing is the whole lighting everywhere you see :P

Still I guess I still wish you a merry xmas??

From Russia with loove!!

Ok.well now that I'm back in reality all I gotta say is...неверятно!! that was just awesome!! seriously,I don't remember ever being THAT happy, I had the time of my life back there (missin it already) though it got my whole speaking abilities even mooore jumbled up (and like I said in a previous post, just when you think it cannot get any worse,oooh it does) so now I speak...I don't know what I speak...which would explain why I would need to create my very own language ;) (imperialistic tendencies? nah!!). But really it was just amazing, currently at no.1 of my top 5 of greatest moments in my entire life. Oh and there was also a new idea developed, one of an alternative restaurant, motto: eat here if you dare! so, looking forward to seeing you there :)

(this is only part of our great и diverse menu!!)
But seriously, how can memories get so flimsy to the point that you even doubt if it really happened? ...still got no answer for that one though, still looking. Well I guess what this teaches me is that the unknown can be just beyond you in every way, like it happened to me though in the most amazing way (though there was a second when I doubted this lol ...stranded in the middle of a place you don't know with someone you don't know and can barely communicate with, might seem terrifying for a lil while), but it was all definetely worth it, all the things that had to undergo to get this, I would do them all over again :)

...after all of this...I'm not so sure I'm that dead on the inside...the ice melted a bit??

who's up for ice skating??? oh n thanx a lot for the whole brand-new-cool t-shirt!, right on target!!

...there's love,there's hope...for some.Hope that you'll find something worthy, that your life will lead you to some joy,that after everything...you can still be surprised.Is it enough to live on??

on to the other side of the world or maybe even galaxy?

"Bound for a star with fiery oceans, I'm going to be 2000 light years from home"
I'm so going to be needing my Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy!! we shall see if it's of any use in outer space. ..anyone got a towel??

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment


And today's phrases to think about:

"All the world is a stage."
"If the world is a stage, where does the audience sit?"
"There is no audience, just a stage."

I've got no reaction

Ok just how fucked up am I for I really do not get any emotion whatsoever from fancy material things??!! :S lol have I really reached nirvana? am I really that high in my spirituality?? I DON'T KNOW!!! or maybe I'm just spiritless now...
I'M DEAD ON THE INSIDE!!!
apathy - the trait of lacking enthusiasm for or interest in things generally
....heck I think that fully describes me....wonder if I should get worried....only time will tell!

lol and just when I'm writing about this the song 'no heart no soul' comes along lol is this some sort of signal? but ye: I've got no heart no soul ANY OF U GOT A PROB WITH THAT?

PS what's up with the cow d'etat??

Can it get any worse??

but of course it can!!!...just when you think it cannot get any worse....you get locked out...
PS I see the light at the end of the tunnel!!! go get it!!!!

Even a princess has a dark side!

And for those of you who didn't know about Snow white's dark side...well here ya go:

and what does this teach you?? ...fairy tales aren't quite what they seem?? easier: OPEN TO INTERPRETATION :D

coin flip...and maybe some other flipping too...

And the coin is still in the air....what's it gonna be???? (drums)

....in the meantime,you people are REALLY getting on my nerves!!!!seriously,what's wrong with you??!!