Surfer girl

Well I've decided that if I could re-do my life I would have definetely being a surfer I mean it's sooo hot...hot ppl around with hot bathin suits lol all wet all the time? lol ait now thats delusional (though not far from the truth!) see what I do with my spare time...wonder bout weird issues such as that...I would have also liked being a snowboarder or a pro sk8r see any tendences towards extreme sports? mere coincidence lol
I also considered being a ninja but....i dont think it would have been very lucrative cuz in the other ones u get to do crazy stuff,travel around AND get payed for that!!! but I guess it's kinda late to start now....plus the fact that I dont have an ocean nearby kinda gets me stuck....anyways maybe for my next life :)
In the meantime I do wanna watch "blue crush" perhaps I could get inspired and get some knowledge in how I could become a...(sayin better sufer would not apply since Im not even a sufer...not even a bad one) or at least give me slight notions of being a surfer?

IF I could faaaaall in loooooove agaaain I'd faaaaaall in loooooove with yoooooou
OH GOD I HAVE AN IMAGE IN MY MIND SINCE YESTERDAY AND I WISH IT WOULD NEVER GO AWAYYYYYYY SOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

Jerk it out!

"cuz its easy once u know how its done, u cant stop now,u feel it runnin through ur bones and u jerk it out!"

Well its cool to see how my mum noticed TODAY how much I can talk lol all due to the fact that I kept askin her non stop questions but hey it's not my fault that I dont know everything! if I did I would stop askin questions lol but it was cool to see her reaction besides at the end she ended up adding a comment carlish-style lol which proved how much of my influence she had received during the past few hours!!
LAtely been listenin a lot to Weezer,Placebo n weird cool music plus increasin my knowledge CONSIDERABLY!! lets get british folks!!

After a brief post I'll post the phrase of the month? :
"You control whatever hell is or isn't"

Geeky weirdo stuff

I cant believe how silly we were last nite a friend of mine an I lol we are such dorks!! seriously...who the hell downloads national anthems? WE DOOO!! and nonetheless than like REALLY foreign anthems lol (understand: chinese, russian etc ) lol see how boredom can take u to places BEYOND ur imagination? lol also to downloadin electronic ARABIAN music :S I didnt do that but I had to listen to it since he made me do it :P but its sooo weird :S I felt sooo western lol and I was also listenin to a russian radio station and it made me real happy cuz I did understand it!! course not everything but I got something thats pretty big!!
Well the main point is that I couldnt help laughin lol the phrase : "at least I would die with a smile on my face" totally blew it away!! lol
Anyways today we're goin back to the mission of downloadin the latest russian top charts lol n my god I downloaded aqua's barbie girl IN RUSSIAN THAT TOOK IT OVER THE EDGE!!!! soooooooooooo weird!!

N just for the record I downloaded Katiusha and it sounds NOTHING like we sounded when we sang it lol sooo...maybe the red square choir could take some lessons from us!!

PS I finally parked in a more DECENT kinda way lol though I had no cars in front or behind me lol but still at least I didnt park in the middle of the street like I used to, my SEsame street drivin lessons are payin off!!

Complete mesh of the universes!!

Well last nite's party was AMAZING!! but it was so weird cuz for the 1st time in my life I WAS THE COOKIE ONE!! I mean MEEEEEEEE the usual pandrooooo was the cookie one lol I actually thought it was like going dancing to electronic beats with bunch of snob ppl n stuff but NOT AT ALL lol the place was full the music was AWESOME I mean I spent the whole night jumpin up n down (not dancing this time but just followin the beats and songs and singing along to them) n everything playin my imaginary guitar lol I went with my boyfriend n I had a great timeeeeee also the fact that my friends were there was awesome though it was weird seeing there ppl that teach me!!
I could have never ever imagined some of them in a place like that but we were all just happy n jumpin round :D the point is that I had the greatest time! though to get there we were just drivin around in circles but we finally got there the thing is I totally looooooooooooove my style lol I fitted in perfectly (well if I had dressed the way I normally do of course) but it was just great! I totally went crazy when seven nation army began lol n with the ramones, the hives, the strokes, the rolling stones, the beatles EVERYTHING lol it was just great :D

Then I went with boyfriend n everything (as I already said) but it's so weird cuz apparently the corny side of me is dead :S Im not the one who does corny stuff as I would have done ...it's weird though...anyways I guess I missed the funeral...

On the other hand I GOT 91 AS MY FINAL AVERAGE :o which is FUCKIN AWESOME I had never ever had this grades n lets face it ITS COLLEGE so gimme a break!! I might be a god damn genius and I didnt know it lol the thing is that Im really proud and happy bout that :) + my musical skills are augmenting mooooooooooore n moooooooooore everyday!! :) Ok OH YEAH AND ALSO AN IMPORTANT ANNOUCE: I GOT MY MUSIC BAAAAAACK OH YEAAAAAAAAAH Im not THAT stupid I just forgot about it lol the fact that I had some of it lyin round in some cds so Im only missing like 10 songs now :D !!

Grooming for the double date :O

Indeed I oughta be gettin ready...at least psychologically cuz tomorrow a friend and I are going to double date n go n check out our dj professor lol which may sound quite weird but it's true lol so it promises to be interesting :)
On the other hand today's being a weird-cool day since I had to get up early and I mean like really early around 6 cuz I was going to go with my mum so I could sort out something bout my lap unfortunately that didnt happen :P but I Got to eat a pan cake a huuge one lol which I had been craving for badly!! so..whimp taken care of!!
Then I went to buy some music sheets and ended up buyin that but also A PIANO lol which was the weird part of the day but it's cool cuz I'll finally have somewhere to practice :) ...n I don't know how or why exactly but it finally struck me the why I'm different and why I dont have some things that would be considered "normal" but hey it's the path I chose so no regrets bout not having those things in my life.the thing is that I didn't understand the reason until now and I'm perfectly happy with that.

Anyways last nite was a party nite n it was pretty cool! I had never seen so many in my life :O lol the thing is that I had a great time and absolutely enjoyed my martini (of course totally feeling like a "sex and the city chick" LOL a martini is soooo sophisticated!!!)I also danced and danced a lot (understand the dancing part as jumping around in a very hyped up kinda way also known as ME DANCING lol) the thing is that I found out that Im desirable to older ppl(in my defense I have to say that the age was not visible I meant didnt look like it at all!!),why is that? I dont know!! then I got asked out to dance n the funny part is that I was the one dancing lol but I still had a great time,hope to do it again soon :)

Wow seems I've finally woken up...just in time to go to sleep again!! since I crashed my bed as soon as I got home and didnt leave it til now oh yeah and a bit before since I Was having (according to a fellow friend of mine) a serious and worryin relationship with my piano which is NOT TRUE :p....besides I would be romantic of I did wouldnt it? lol Ok so I guess it's time to say good nite good niiiite gosh it's so weird the concept of gettin used to having a boyfriend :S which confirms my previous thought of me being a FREE SPIRIT? lol ok I've so far digressed...gosh I love the cruel intentions movie!! n oh yeah I hate readin books in french but I did that cuz I wanted to lol so...who gets me rite? OH YEAH i'VE ALSO DEVELOPED AND UNKNOWN ADDICTION TO WATCHIN EVERWOOD lol I happen to like it a lot since I've watched it though this vacations along with gilmore girls and stuff but I dicovered I do like everwood!!

I also seem to have gotten over my former (yesterday's) obsession of the: cute,pretty and attractive talk lol WHICH HAPPEND TO BE REALLY INFORMATIVE AND INTERESTING though the creepy part was when we got to the "seeing myself in someone else hereby likin them thought that likin part is not like like just reflecting myself" :S which IS SOOOO TRUE but most ppl if not ALL OF THEM miss it!!
Ok NOW I'm finally done writin for today going back to readin a bit (see? I'm SOOO intellectual lol)

OH IFEEL SO GOOD I FINALLY GOT THE explicit content IN ONE OF THE RUSSIAN SONGS lol MY RUSSIAN DOES WORK :o lol

Livin it up

"Im just a crazy mother fucker livin it up not givin a fuck in the fast lane"

Well in a way it applies to me though Im not in the fast lane yet but I will...anyways last nite was pretty cool I went to a friends house to watch a movie n it was weird cuz it was like the perfect setting to ....even the house the movie the couch EVERYTHING ...too bad the only non-perfect thing was my friend lol but it was the perfect scenery lol anyways I had a great time though I had a brief encounter with my past but it didnt bother me at all thats pretty cool.
N well today I totally blurted everything out n cried a lot but I did help me I really had to let it all out.
Other than that....everything's been pretty normal though my late lessons have been reallly cool I will learn A LOT!! My god I am talkative today lol anyways Im stickin to my task of re-downloading stuff IT SUX!! guess I'll have to appreciate my music even more :P tech does hate me :P

I gotta have faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaith

Reminder to me and everyone else: I will fuckin do it no matter what y'all say I'll prove y'all I can fuckin do it,just wait n see

With frozen hands!!

Well this is going to be a brief post but the thing is why are men SOOOO CHEAP!! seriously what's wrong with u guys!! it's not like we are going to lead u to bankrupcy if u invite something every once in a while THE MINIMUM STUFF such as a coffee or a ticket to the movies,it is not as if we were askin for REALLY xpensive things :P that's not cool :P what else...cook Carlish is back! I cooked yesterday and it was nice :) nice n healthy :) see? I can officially get married now lol
Our xmas tree is gone now,I am suffering from a SEVERE toothache!! n if this continues I will have to embrace the fact that I will have to live the rest of my life TOOTHLESS BUA! besides my stomach is also agasint me :P why do they have to rebel against me? :P
I watched king kong n I couldnt stop laughin lol it's pretty entertanin though I would never watch it again.I'm still feelin HOT with my new piercing lol
I also kinda watched the crouching tiger and the hidden dragon or something like that and maybe it was the fact that I didnt catch it from the beginning but I really didnt understand much plus I didnt like the ending :P I dont care that ppl call me shallow but although we may all be fucked up n everything, I still love my western culture.
Guess thats it for now and if anyone knows a good dentist ur welcome to join my "agasint a toothless life" asociation!!
Plus it's really amazing how ppl limit themselves with so much beauty around! seriously sometimes you just dont know where to look cuz u cant stop seeing so much beauty!!b limitless!!
Peace out n good luck 2 everyone who goes back to school tomorrow while me instead will still be layin off n chillin :D

NEWSFLASH

add to the new stuff list...new boyfriend!! lol
ATTE Happy punk bear

New year, new crazy ideas= FRESKY'S BIRTH!!

These past couple of days have been amazing,I've had so much fun!! Well but now THE important thing is: new year NEW PIERCING lol n yup I got it done a couple of hours ago, after havin chickened out for like 2 days ....thats how long my urge lasted lol n I was doubtin it but hey what the hell so we did it!! my friend got one too!! im a bad influence lol but it looks cool besides it was special gettin it together to start a new year,new semester, new perspective on life!! It's totally sexy though right now it hurts n I wont b able to wear the ring for ...3 weeks maybe a month but totally worth it...as usual...my mom doesnt know yet it is a FORMAL piercing lol so...ill talk other day about how she reacted n lectured me on WHY DO I HURT MY BODY! but it looks greaaaaaaaaaat!
N in general the whole ritual was cool cuz we got to one store n they didnt have the one I wanted so we had to go somewhere else but in the meantime we hesitated but hey WHAT THE HELL sooooooo we did it and afterwards we celebrated with an ice cream FOR I HAD TO HAVE ICE lol then we walked n walked n walked OBVIOUSLY IN THE SAME BLOCK lol its amazing how many stupid things we kept sayin but we kept laughin all afternoon! VIVI rocks!! lol!!!!!!! n we kept buggin the hell out of the tarot lady who asked me to shut up cuz I "interrupted her spiritual connections" lol n then drivin lessons with sesame street god lol the thing is we got back to my place an had ROSCA n kept talkin n everythin very cool :) n yesterday my god I am bad for pool!! but I have lots of fun lol n well it was "girls gone wild" lol but it was really nice :) n weeeeeeeeeeell BTW HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :D

PS its weird when you are the one LITERALLY CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE n being pulled to extremes.....two different parts an ur the EQUILIBRIUM which could totally fit into either one of them :P