Tough can turn into good...momentarily a lol UNstressed

After an inmmensely productive day...all I gotta say (asides from being really happy that I finally gave my first punches at my karate class and was NOT the one who received them WHICH MAKES ME FEEL GREAT....yay!! lol ) DAMMIT I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU and the worst part is that I shouldn't!!! I really thought I was over you because last time we met I didn't feel a thing and was like...whatever...but today after having spoken about the breakup....obviously leading to several hugs...dammit I still like you!!!

That's why I've been at least humming in my head all afternoon the song "bohemian like you"!! and now what the hell am I going to do?? since probably and the worst part is that J doesn't like me that way....I can't get this out of my head!!! WHAT AM I TO DOOOOOOOO!!!

...what else oh yeah I know I've been stressed like over the top but today,at least right now I feel really good!! I wrote like an essay, finished a questionaire today....then I saw J who invited me a coffee and that really boosted me up a lot :S then I came....ate real fast,left again so I would type the whole questionaire thing then got back and went to karate YAY I GAVE MY 1ST PUNCHES!!!! ...and yup...I feel A LOT more relaxed right now...I already got the whole toefl thing sorted out so...:) less things to take care of...although tomorrow I have to go to the embassy :S I seriously hope I don't get lost....:) aaaaaaaaa somebody help me ....great and now the song GET OVER IT is playing lol.....:S the worst part is that I actually think there is some chemistry going on between us :S

But please somebody tell me:

WHAT - THE - HELL- AM - I - SUPPOSED- TO - DO!!!!!!!!!???????

...tho the good thing I guess is that I'm not as dead as I thought I was on these matters....

Another good matter is that I'm nearly there....

....hehe yeah right!!!

Stress,stress and more stress

Ok now I know I haven't written in quite a long long time but anyways, the thing is that lately I've been soo stressed out...I mean it's not only the end of the semester, which my itself means tons of things to do...buuut now I have to be thinking bout my thesis and the whole master's thing which is cool, but then again is MORE work to do (worth it as it may it finishes up with my mood regulation since I seem to be over sensitive so...either I get angry or I cry...not such a good combination...) Well... this is precisely why I've decided to enter my encloistered life...at least til this whole mess is over (either that or it lightens up a bit....)

On other issues...apparently I got a bf now...odd but why not right? and alsooo I've become acquainted with some sugar series which I've become completely addicted to but it's just awesome and it happens to cheer me up and get me out of my foul mood I've been in.
I've also discovered that there is someone that completely dazzles me!! just wow THAT'S being wise, and that person is my teacher (which might be the one who is going to direct my thesis and everything but WOW)

What else is up....oh yeah, I got a new tattoo, officially it;s been with me for a week now so that means I got it around...:S today is saturday and yesterday was friday and this took place the previous friday :S don't know!! mid november....promise to upload a picture of it later, when I either learn how to do so or someone does it for me!!

Asides from all this there's nothing much to tell....maybe except the fact that I'm in a bitchy mood lol OH YEAH FORGOT TO MENTION THIS, I FINALLY SAW MY GODDESS YET AGAIN AND IT WAS AWESOME AWESOME GOSH I LOVE HER SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL AND I WAS SOOO CLOSE TO HER I TOOK VIDS WITH MY MOBILE ...which i would upload if I knew how to do so...but oh god!! hehe and the coolest part is that we tried stalking her hehehe but unfortunately to no avail...well...next time she's not going to get away with it!!

Ok now time for me to go...



....I wanna watch Beowulf.....