THE Caravan!!

Today was a very good day though dont you just hate it when economic resources get in the way? gosh I hate it...either way MY TIME WILL COMEE :p n well gosh its so cool yet weird to see how we are all a biiiig HAPPY FAMILY (yeah just like the ones in the ramones' tribute lol) I had never had something like this before and I gotta say I really like it it just feels right :)
Well leavin the corny stuff behind we had the biggest caravan today lol we were just "exploring" our campus in bikes n yup...considering the fact that last time I tried riding a bike was a complete disaster..I was expecting to fall down but Im HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE AND PROUD TO DO IT that Im still alive and in one piece and I had a hell of a time lol though we all kept ringing the bell n answering everyone else's ringing lol it was like THE melody and our distintive sign between us to make sure we were still there:P yet it was a lot of fun _) though there was a moment when I almost hit a tube that was in the way n I started screamin n some guys were there n since I literally screamed something like I have the tube SOMETHING LIKE THAT :P well WRONG THING TO SAY since they all started teasing me with that :P BUT I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT :p how can ppl be sooo sick lol rather twisted lol I gotta keep practicin the riding the bike thing...though I wont b one of those ppl u always see on a bike..it just feels..funny lol
Anywayyyyyyyys Im happy as u can seeeeeeeeee....though I have to enjoy it for it seems the next weeks are going to be craaaaaazy with all the work we have to do yet I like it :)
Oh yeah I reached a C# :O awesomeeeeeeeeee LOL what else...the picture issue was rather disturbing AND AGAIN WHAT'S WITH THE WEATHER?? WE ARE HAVING THE 4 SEASONS IN ONE SINGLE DAY which means you dont know what you should wear :P
OH MY TIE LOOKS AWESOME ON ME lol I cant believe I hadnt worn it before WHY??? well I can dress as weird as I want now since we are all FREAKS and looks like you gotta be in order to be where I am lol see? I LOOOOOOOOOVE UNIVERSITY :D

PS IM SPEAKIN EVEN MORE WEIRD SOMETHING LIKE RUSSENGLISH :s
PS2 I had somethin better in mind to write but it totally slipped so this is the best I can do at the moment anyways PEACE OUT!!!

THIS IS THE MORAL OF THE DAY ..well not the moral but this is the image of the day lol A BEAR DRINKING VODKA!! and to think they do make em do it lol I bet the bear has more tolerance to alcohol than I doo!! n the moral of the day is that before being a good writer you need to be a good person 1st WISE WORDS SAID BY A WISE MAN

Ruadh gu brath!

"Blondes may have more fun but redheads are remembered".

N thus I start my post concerning....you guessed right....my looooooooonging desire of my unborn(n hopefully it will stay that way for quite a while :P) daughter being a redhead!! n yes:P though most ppl....everyone actually...tease me about this subject I really mean it and I cant be the only person in this world to think freckles are cute AM I?? AM IIIIIIIIIIIII?? seriously they are!!! and red hair is just sooooooooo pretty :P n that's why I want my daughter to have freckles and red hair though my mom has already established that she doesnt want to see me doing my daughter's hair for I will aaaaaalways be bruuuuuuushing it lol OK I MAY BE A BIT HIGH RIGHT NOW AND THAT'S WHY IM POSTING THIS LOL BUT I MEAN IT :p and this is a image of my future child:P....though hopefully lots prettier!!

N off to the good news...tomorrow the seminare begins and Im really lookin forward to it it promises to be gooooooooooooooood! n....my I forgot what I was going to say...still LIFE IS GOOD MAN!! :) peace out and may the force be with y'all!! oh yeah and thanx for bearin with my quick psycho post lol

PS check out this handbook!!! Im going to use to raise my kid!!

My temper is as fiery as my hair
You may try to tame it, if you dare.
You're across the room trying not to stare
At the temptress with her bright red hair.

You can't help but stealing a glance
Or two, wondering if you'd have a chance
To caress the copper locks or to taste
The milk-like skin; no time to waste...

Your heart will hurt, your body will ache,
You've been warned, your being is at stake.
But if you're loving, loyal, patient and strong,
This vibrant red head will be yours ere long.

-- Vicki Tucci

N SPEAKIN OF HAIR: IS IT A GOOD THINK THAT UR HAIR GETS CALLED...MELCOCHA-LIKE?? WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!! I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD TAKE IT AS A COMPLIMENT OR AS AN INSULT :p so if anyone knows ...ur welcome to enlighten me!

pique-nique day

OK after having had the weirdest suggestive (in the sense of it having being triggered by my subconscient's desires) dream which included me becoming a ballerina :S DO YOU PICTURE ME?? CUZ I DON'T anyhow I did the audition and bumped into someone who I dont even talk to but find "attractive?" then in that same dancing school :P ETHAN HAWKE was going to give a lecture lol and my mom was going to be directing it :S seriously WTF lol but hey I had no idea Ethan had starred in a "great expectations" film lol so I guess it stuck to my mind.

In general the day was good though at the moment Im not in a very cheery mood though I did speak to my sis and it lighted me up a bit. IT was picnic day for we were invited to it lol though I did feel bad for we didnt even take anything we just sat and ate :P anyhow it was nice to have that feeling of ...I dont know if I should call it belonging,but still,it was nice :) I also had a voice and piano and I have a potentially higher pitch :O amazing!! lol and well I dont even know where the sense of frustration I was feeling earlier came from for everything was good. I also found out Im acquainted with someone kinda of "famous"? HOW COOL IS THAT!! lol N well other than that I'm listening to Tori Amos and she is helping out :) (so much for my moody mood lol) :)
Howeveeeer....wouldnt it be nice being lectured by someone who looks like this??

Romantic stop

Well I was just doing my homework lol or at least trying to and I came across this poem and I found it to be sooo beautiful and therefore I decided to post it:

Breve romance de ausencia

"Único amor, ya tan mío
que va sazonando el Tiempo
¡qué bien nos sabe la ausencia
cuando nos estorba el cuerpo!

Mis manos te han olvidado
pero mis ojos te vieron
y cuando es amargo el mundo
para mirarte los cierro.

No quiero encontrarte nunca,
que estás conmigo y no quiero
que despedace tu vida
lo que fabrica mi sueño.

Como un día me la diste
viva tu imagen poseo,
que a diario lavan mis ojos
con lágrimas tu recuerdo.

Otro se fue, que no tú,
amor que clama el silencio
si mis brazos y tu boca
con las palabras partieron.

Otro es éste, que no yo,
mudo, conforme y eterno
como este amor, ya tan mío
que irá conmigo muriendo."

PS what a beautiful night we have tonight!!!

я мои действия!

Well it was an interesting day,for starters cuz we presented today and it went well...just for the background..I-ve only slept like 5 hours so Im rather whacked but hey it was worth it besides I learned A LOT and had a lot of fun,totally new experience,lol plus I ended up learning some deutsch *including pronounciation since I found out I pronounce better german than my so called french :P how pathetic is that!!
IM SOOO HAPPY!! I was just talking to my sister lol and its amazing how she is able to get me all hyped up without doing much!! but hey :D she RAWKS!! lol guess the wristband I wear now speaks by itself!!!
However......oh yeah did I mention the US speakin in like 5 different languages at the same time and thats the ONLY WAY we could understand each other? lol which made it even moooooooore interesting!!
Damn I should go to bed but I wanted to make sure how my sis' 1st school day had gone :) soooooo I'll make this quick, this time around Im reaaaally going to save money up so I can goooooooooooo and well...oh yeah today I bumped into someone which was rather odd but ...weird lol ...at 1st I got all shaky cuz I had the feeling I had missed something but then I got the chance to prove myself wrong which was good cuz I solved my doubts and "we sink deeper into the sun LIFE GOES OOOOOOON,SO BRING IT OOOOOOOON"

LESSON OF THE DAY: to learn how important it is to take responsibility of one's actions and again...ATTITUDE PPL!! how can we expect to change the world if we don't start with ourselves?? change ALWAYS comes from within!!

brief dash

"A foot and light-hearted,I take to the open road,
Healthy,free,the world before me,
The long brown path before me,leading wherever I choose.

Henceforth I ask no good-fortune -I myself am good fortune;
Henceforth I whimper no more,postpone no more,need nothing,
Strong and content,I travel the open road.

The earth- that is sufficient;
I do not want the constellations any nearer;
I know they are very well where they are;
I know they suffice for those who belong to them.

(Still here I carry my old delicious burdens;
I carry them,men and women- I carry them with me wherever I go;
I swear it is impossible for me to get rid of them;
I am fill'd with them,and I will fill them in return.)"

I really like that for what it means and it means a lot to me now :) everything's been great lately though our presentation is on monday....dont you just loooooooove being pampered?? lol (nothing to do with the presentation subject I know but I HAD TO mention it lol)it does feel good!!! I would b more specific but I want to get to read something soooo I just dashed this out and off to read but I really had to write this :) see how good I am with sharing ;)

Falling down..literally...

Well today happened what had not happened in quiiiiiiite a while....I fell down!! and seriously WHAT-S WRONG WITH PPL! instead of helping you out they jump you over!! and they didn-t say i was in their way cuz that was too explicit :P anyway.....after everyone mocking me cuz I fell down and I was all dirty n stuff :P MEAN PPL! anyhow....more german in my life n ...someone new in my life....interesting...I'll have to wait to see what happens but so far a friend of mine says she sees some kind of sparks in the air lol...could be...:)

NO DOUBT RULED WHY WHY WHYYYYY DID THEY EVER STOP EXISTING??
Oh Radiohead gives me hope!!! lol

And man it feels good when ppl like to "help" you out with stuff but then again my question: why do the ones who like me are the ones I dont like and the other way around??? OH MINE GOT!!(hope that's spelled right though i serioulsy doubt it lol)
Gosh I had so many ideas of what I was going to post today but they have completely slipped my mind :S

Oh yeah I had a weird dream :S I might have a crush on one of the teachers SUBCONCIOUSLY lol though the dream was pretty funny since it was my bday and there was G and the boy and they were singing to me very muppet-like lol and I Was in my pjs and worried bout what I was going to wear but it was raining so it didnt matter for we were going to stay in the cabin we were in and there were some other companions :S but it was so weird and the funny part is that my bday is FAAAAAAAAAAR FROM TODAY!!

N to finish this delusional post...WHATS WITH THE BLOODY HEAT!! lol though it was funny that during my linguistics class I began rubbin sunblocker all over my arms and face lol and then everything smelled like beach (you know banana like) lol and everyone looked at me since I was the source of that smell :P BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT I DONT WANT TO GET SUNBURNT!! hope that does turn out the way I want it to!!!

Sprachten deutsch!

Well though I have been quite busy n had been quite stressed..Im really happy :D lol 1st of all I have my russian keyboard now, Im starting to think in russian(which could also help in destroying my already damaged spanish...) however its soooo cool thinking in russian and speakin it though I do sound like a russian who has gone retarded :P but hey I will get better...I hope lol also....we finished our deutsch paper...though Im pretty sure the title totally gave it away lol but its so cool and now I kinda understand german lol and speak some plus the cultural exchange was totally awesome! I mean yeah I did spend 12 hours straight in school but I had a great time!! plus we sooo connected at the end,,,it was veeeeeeery cool and well also Ive been like getting to interact a bit more with lots of ppl and they are really interesting,I mean some are completely different yet thats interesting and they are all really nice ppl :)
ALSO NEWSFLAAAAAAASH : my sister is back :O its sooo weird but Im really happy!! I had missed her a lot!!
see? n again my theory of things happenin for a reason is back!! and they happen when they have to not before and not after!!
Sis is back+really cool new ppl+russian keyboard...what more could I ask for? lol
btw the piano "performance" went great considering it was my 1st one :) maybe I am destined to be a good pianist....lol well....and here's where I would insert the whole "awesome pianist fantasy" lol obviously the pianist not being me :P .....I wonder if they are THAT good...lol

"A fair dream"

"This is 'all a dream'
But wait;not 'just a dream',because,though good
And beautiful,it is also true,and hence
Is rarely understood;
Who would choose any feasible ideal
In here and now's giant circumference,
IF that small room were real?

Only the best;the others find,have found
Love's ordinary distances too great,
And eager,stand their ground;
Map-drunk explorers,dry-land sailors,they
See no arrival that can compensate
For boredom on the way;

And,seeming doctrinaire,but really weak,
Limelighted dolls guttering in their brain,
They come with me,to seek
The halls of theoretical delight,
The women of that ever-fresh terrain,
The night after to-night."


и........попроси меня сколько времени?? jajaja

language barriers suck!!

N yeah I'm in desperate need to find someone who speaks german and is willing to help me!! its amazing how there is no information whatsoever nor in english,french,spanish OR EVEN RUSSIAN,n info bout german..in what language do u think it is....well u guessed correctly....GERMAN!! that just can't be right :P
Anyways off to keep tryin to make german spring out from me out of nowhere!! how? I have no idea!!