pique-nique day

OK after having had the weirdest suggestive (in the sense of it having being triggered by my subconscient's desires) dream which included me becoming a ballerina :S DO YOU PICTURE ME?? CUZ I DON'T anyhow I did the audition and bumped into someone who I dont even talk to but find "attractive?" then in that same dancing school :P ETHAN HAWKE was going to give a lecture lol and my mom was going to be directing it :S seriously WTF lol but hey I had no idea Ethan had starred in a "great expectations" film lol so I guess it stuck to my mind.

In general the day was good though at the moment Im not in a very cheery mood though I did speak to my sis and it lighted me up a bit. IT was picnic day for we were invited to it lol though I did feel bad for we didnt even take anything we just sat and ate :P anyhow it was nice to have that feeling of ...I dont know if I should call it belonging,but still,it was nice :) I also had a voice and piano and I have a potentially higher pitch :O amazing!! lol and well I dont even know where the sense of frustration I was feeling earlier came from for everything was good. I also found out Im acquainted with someone kinda of "famous"? HOW COOL IS THAT!! lol N well other than that I'm listening to Tori Amos and she is helping out :) (so much for my moody mood lol) :)
Howeveeeer....wouldnt it be nice being lectured by someone who looks like this??