ANTI-TECH

Today has been the official anti-tech day :P since from the moment I woke up it started causin me trouble,but really WHAT'S THE DEAL OF "USING" TECH IF INSTEAD OF DOIN GOOD IT'S GONNA FUCK U OVER?? n yeah thats what happened today to me :P I had a huuuuuuuge fight against my computer cuz it didn't allow me to put more subjects in my schedule n that stuff sooo gosh I had the different stages : (n went through all of'em!!)

1.Desperation
2.Denial
3.COMPLETE ANGER
4.Crying mood
5.Resignation

SEE?? tech = problems!! although I have to admit I like the way "high-teched" stuff looks n also the fact that IT SEEMS USEFUL cuz it isn't to me :P n well but now I'm fine with it I mean I literally went to fight to the coordination but they don¿t know anythin AS USUAL but they told me to wait 'til August...WHICH MEANS: that til August..I only have 2 subjects...I need 5 more :P!!! but hey we'll see what happens,but hopefully I will be able to sort this out...

N well other than that I went to the vet...again...cuz star ain't eatin yet!! SEE? STOP CALLIN HER BALL!! I'm starting to think that she wants to become a model....NO EATIN AT ALL!! but I got her vitamins n I have to give'em to her, I really hope she gets better I LUV U BAAAALLL!! n well other than that I think there was nothin interesting.

What do y'all think bout the phrase: "it can feel good to feel pain" cuz I think it is true n although sometimes with pain may come pleasure...NOT ALL THE TIMES!! anyways so much for my deep question n for my posting since I've got nothin else to say...:( my mom is not feelin good either...WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH...WHATEVER IS CAUSING THIS?? JUST STOP IT K???

n plz...in this case I will have to say...DON'T LISTEN TO AMY LEE!!!

bowling nite!!

Well today we did somethin different FOR A CHANGE WE DIDN'T WATCH MOVIES lol we went BOWLING n it was very cool lol the great part is that we didn't know how to bowl so....we just made a fool out of ourselves but it was a lot of fun besides now I have to deal with my OFFICIAL MIDDLE-AGE CRISIS!!! yeaaah lol n the phrase is:

HOMBRE!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

Oh yeah we also played some ...table hockey or whatever that´s called n it was great cuz I won almost all of the game sets but there was a special one cuz it was TITAN FIGHT!! lol u could just hear the metal thing soundin n we looked like pros playin lol it was very cool could have gone undefeated...but didn't ....n well pretty much that was it but we came back talkin n laughin with the new official saint:

San Goloteo...also known as San sshpa!!! LOL I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHIN AT THAT!! besides Vict kept jumpin around n singin like Luis Miguel it was very very cool n then we were at the livin room and Carlos came n we were all like...what does he want...someone...go open up...and any of us wanted to open up LOL pooor dude but I don't know I really had a great time I NEEDED TO GO OUT specially with me havin to deal with my crisis .... SIGH HOMBREEEEEEEE!!!

A walk in the clouds

Well today I didn't get to do much due to the fact that OUR TEACHER STOOD US UP!! yes...he told us he would be there at a specific time FOR THOSE OF US WHO GIVE A DAMN BOUT THEIR GRADE and there I was...I WOKE UP EARLY!! n truly wasted my day cuz he never showed up but well...we were about to post messages all over our faculty sayin....do u feel bad about something but you don't remember why??? IT'S BECAUSE U FUCKIN STOOD UR STUDENTS UP!! lol but we didn't....anyways...oh yeah I found out I have to make my schedule for next semember CUZ WE HAVE TO HAVE IT READY BY THURSDAY N SUBMIT IT which sucks cuz I wanted to know my schedule for french n russian 1st BUT NOW I HAVE TO MAKE THIS ONE WITHOUT KNOWIN BOUT THOSE so :S I dont know what's gonna happen :S besides...this semester BACK TO THE HECTIC LIFE!! which is good cuz I will be busy ALL THE TIME n will not have time to get bored...n hopefully meet new ppl.....

BY THE WAY, WHICH OF THE FOLLOWIN OPTIONS WOULD U CONSIDER SUITABLE FOR ME:
a)SEMINARIO DE TEORIA Y CRITICA LITERARIA 1 :s
b)SEMINARIO DE LITERATURA INGLESA 1 :s
c)SEMINARIO DE LITERATURA NORTEAMERICANA 1 :s

Cuz I have to pick one of those...still I think I will go for option B since option A is in NO WAY for me :S lol still..hard decisions...FOR THURSDAY!!! n which I will just have to guess for french n russian...ANYWAYS

I watched "a walk in the clouds" today n it's very sweet I WATCHED IT SINCE THERE IS NOTHIN GOOD IN THE MOVIES N WHAT'S GOOD I'VE ALREADY SEEN IT!!! n we went to blockbuster...GOSH IM WATCHIN ALL THE MOVIES I HAVE NOT SEEN IN AN ENTIRE LIFETIME YOU SEE? lol N well it's just really sweet GOSH KEANU IS SO HOT!!!!!! ...I do luv him...lol

I think I may need therapy....I can't stop thinkin about my ALL OF A SUDDEN common dream now :P I think I really do need a man in my life....so if any of u know one PERFECT FOR ME LET ME KNOW!!! jaja: I'm lookin for a man aaaaaaaaaaaaaah SPECIAL- (GARBAGE)

SPECIALLY IF HE LOOKS LIKE THIS!!

wakin up beneath a different sky

Well nothin much to tell just that yesterday I re-did my room took me bout ...THE WHOLE DAY to do so n found many things i didnt even know I had besides I got to see my toys m FIRST TOYS!! n well in the end I ended up in a completely different place n then it stroke me that even my room reflects the changes I ve had recently n that I really am an entirely new person which is good...the world does go round n so do people n I dont know...its cool I just think that what really matters is to keep the essence or being good persons ...I don't know...I think I could put here the phrase:

"It's not what's underneath, but it is our actions that define us"

N well I have bought a couple of movies....MOVIE FREAK lol but enjoyin it!! n I WATCHED NOTTIN HILL TODAY n it's just beautiful!!! besides I think Hugh is just awesome n that Julia DOES HAVE A BIG MOUTH yet I like her!! but aww beautiful movieeeee I almost crieeeeeeeeeed!! lol see? I do have feelings!!!

Anyways I didn't do much today but yesterday we concluded that Avril HER SPECIAL NAME (cuz it IS special...) is Avril "liversito-tomboy" Lavigne lol

oh yeah I ACTUALLY washed my wristbands today :O which is just incredible since I never take'em off lol n yeah I had dreams...AGAIN...with someone MY SUBCONSCIENCE HAS A HUUUUUUUGE CRUSH ON n desire....yet it was goood lol see? vacation does get to me since I start talkin n doin non-sense anyways tomorrow I've got to go check on my grade bout the story I did?? HOPE I PASSED :S N well nothin more to say just: beware with Beatrix Carla cuz u may see her on her good side YET u may also know her on her ATTACK MODE or she may also be able to shut u up!!

Anyways still enlargin myyy videolibrary....made SPECIALLY for someone ...well I better go now it's not makin any sense :S soo PEACE OUT!!

Pretty sexy rite??

oh yeah...I think I might be able to get my english nationality :D aint that cool?

looking good....SOOO GOOOD!!

Well as all of you may know today was my last school day YAY lol although I had my final exam that kept me away n completely out for 2 days straight!! ...well..it was A LOT I had to learn but NOOOOOOOW I KNOW SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH BOUT ROME!! just ask me lol Im soooo smart I'm a neoteric girl now!! :D n in order to prove it I knew EVERYTHIN in the exam!! :D I even answered spare questions just to show her that I do know lol anyways I just took the paper n kept writin n writin til I got like 6 pags written on both sides n well that was it...SEE? ENJOYING FREEDOM! n not in a Free Willy kinda way!! I dont need to jump :P

Well after that I ACTUALLY HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN :S so figure under how much stress I must have been!!! my hands were all shaky N BIG TIME n just couldn't help it...TIL WE WERE GOIN DOWN IN INSURGENTES N WE SAW THEEEE PERSON n I was like...lookin goooood (y'all know I have a RADAR FOR CUTE PPL!! specially this type of looks...) but then kept comin closer n it became...lookin MORE THAN GOOOD we were chasingggggggg lol but we didnt get to take a pic...sux rite?? but hey WITH THAT KIND OF MOTIVATION HOW COULD I NOT LOVE THAT STREET? lol n we wanted to give'em a ride but ...we chickened out WE SUCK DON'T WE?? well guess we'll have to wait 'til next time. but it is DEFINETELY THEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DEFINITE MEDICATION OR RATHER SAY MEDICINE FOR ME CUZ AT LEAST FOR A WHILE IT MADE THE SHAKINESS STOP!! SEE ?? GIMME MORE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDS lol..anyways I went to tower records n ordered LITERALLY A BUNCH OF MOVIES well hey not my prob that they don't have'em here!! lol n I PROVEDD my point on how money just doesn't last with me!! I have some ANY MONEY AT ALL n I have an urge to spend it!! and so I did lol.....I bought 3 movies!!! n the song that kept goin on in my head was ...IF i was a rich girl...lol but the truth is ...it's good to be Carla V.!!!! lol money money yeah money money good !! lol the truth is that they were on sale so I just took advantage of it but hey I need to enrich my videolibrary rite?? lol then we WENT TO RENT SOME MORE MOVIES n I joined right away to be able to get...just a movie I hadn't been able to get..WHICH IS PRETTY COOL WITH SOME PRETTY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD SHOTS I MIGHT ADD!!

Anyways we got 2 more movies n I felt like a COMPLETE MOVIE FREAK!!! but theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen I got homeeeeeeeeeeeeee n THERE IT WAS LAYIN JUST THERE...STILL...AS IF IT WAS LIFELESS ...but I took it in my arms n held it for a while cuz I couldn't believe it!!! ...N HELL YES IM TALKIN BOUT MY OFFICIAL MOVIE POSTER BOUT MY OFICIAL MOVIE CRUSH OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!! n it's sooooooo big it's soooooo cool i LUUUUUUUUUUV IT so PRETTY GOOD DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY THE 1ST OF MORE TO COME OF FREEDOM ENJOYMENT!!!!! I will have to get it all set tomorrow probably but IT'S SO COOL BESIDES THEY ARE THEY REALLY ARE GOING TO GIVE ME THE HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE POSTERS soooooo :D :D :D :D x 100000! lol (then again MORE SMALL DETAILS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY!!!) n well we watched afterwards theeeeeeeee "Don't say a word" movie n I had soooooooooooooo much fun watchin it i just kept laughin n laughin!! lol I MEAN C'MON WITH THE STUPID DETECTIVE THAT ACTUALLY SAYS: "BOOOOYS....DROP YOUR WEAPONS!!" even I could be a better detective n you know my rational side SUCKS!!! but I kept makin fun of her,also Jean Grey stars in the movie LOL DUDE USE THE MUTANT POWERSSS N JEAN GRAY USES THE CRUTCHES TO DEFEND HERSELF IT WAS SOOOO COOOL!! SEE? plz do read the book:

10 different n new ways of using your crutches..who said being immobile is dull??
lesson a:
Feelin way too bored?? HIT THE 1ST GUY THAT PASSES BY WITH UR CRUTCHES N THAT WILL SURELY CATCH HIS ATTENTION...if he resits...just KEEP HITTIN HIM TIL HE DIES THEN you'll have somethin to xplain or think bout....
LOL

Here's a sneak peak of THE detective whose death made me laugh SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD!!


BESIDES CREEEEEEEEEEEEEPY BRITTANY MURPHY!! she did freak me out BIG TIME!! n how could she not :S she's psycho!! BUUUUUUUUUUT lol...n you're gonna laugh...I gotta admit she has a good taste for pjs SINCE I HAVE THE SAME PANTS THAT SHE WEARS THE ENTIRE MOVIE!!! lol it WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNNY lookin at my pjs ON SCREEN BEING WORN BY A WACKED LADY!!! lol lol anyways n then I started screamin SHOOT'IM ON THE KNEE SHOT'IM ON THE KNEE! cuz the guy with the cool accent kept sayin that THE WHOLE MOVIE!! lol but gosh I CRIEEEEEEEED OF LAUGHTER!! IT HAD BEEN A WHILE SINCE I CRIED OF HAPPINESS N FUUUUUUUUUUUN lol sooo GREAT EVENIN :D thank you to all of u that cooperated lol n well thanx for copin with me dude...u r the only one who does U RAWK :D n C.V. (me) wishes you lots of luck with the results tomorrow

HERE'S THE PIC SO U CAN APPRECIATE OUR TASTE IN PJS LOL!!


ps u gotta finish ur tattoo art :P
ps2 wouldn't it just be a lot of fun seeing Brittany Murphy on her ATTACK MODE (yeah like beatrix...) cuz there u have a TINY LITTLE THING ON TOP OF U TRYIN TO HIT U ...SO SMALL IN FACT THAT U CAN BARELY FEEL HER!! lol but hey dude U RAWK BRITTANY LOL so if any of u have the chance to watch the movie TRUST ME IT'S GOOOOOOOOOOD lol

OH YEAH N NOW...N IT'S ALL HOLLYWOOD'S FAULT....WE WANT EVERY SINGLE SMALL GIRL WHO APPEARS ON ANY MOVIE TO BE THE ETERNAL CHILD: DAKOTA FANNING DON'T WE??? lol

The world is noooooot enough...

WEll there ain't much to say today since it was a SLOOOOOOOOW day but hey good news Mexico ACTUALLY won!!!! 1-0 vs Brazil!!...no that I give a damn bout football anyway yet it was really surprising!! so tomorrow I will wear my shirt proudly lol I mean that's what I bought it anyway....although 99% of times I don't even know there was a game lol but now that I do I will wear it :D

By the way...not that it has anythin to do with it HUGS AND THE BEST FOR KYLIE WHO'S STILL IN RECOVERY or so I've heard....

REWARD: FOR ANY SORT OF INFORMATION YOU MAY GIVE ON BRITTANY MURPHY (that's right..she's hunted by the law....lol)

Well..I must say I'm still inspired by Katie Holmes cuz I mean she DID have to make her way to get someone like TOM CRUISE!! BUT I shall get to be there as well!! ALTHOUGH I DO REALIZE THAT WHAT I WANT IS A TREASURE OF ALL HUMAN KIND!! so...it may take me a while...YET NOTHING WILL STOP MEEE!!! so me vs the world....3...2...1... START!!!

SOUNDTRACK: THE WORLD IS NOOOOOOOT ENOUGHH BUT IT IS SUCH A PERFECT PLACEEEE TO START MY LOVEEEEE AND IF YOU'RE STRONG ENOUGH(papa pa pa) together WE CAN TAKE THE WOOOOOORLD APART MY LOOOOOOOOVE


OH BY THE WAY ...as probably me and the rest of the entire city watched the same thing this afternoon since there was NOTHING ELSE TO DO....I watched the remasterized version of the Return of the Jedi and OH ANAKIN he is there!!! when he was young and hot!! I was soooo excited :D lol see? I do take it seriously the fact of...ENJOYIN LITTLE DETAILS!!

WOMAN OF THE WEEK: (due to her admirable persistance I might add..)

Well...OH YEAH...MY REGARDS TO MR N MRS FUCK! :) u 2 are meant for each other!!

ps anythin interesting with u guys??

ONE STEP CLOSER

Well and I shall start from the beginning. Since the last couple of days I have been a lil' stressed out....you know me handin in final papers n havin my french xam...AGAIN...(hopefully this time I will be able to go through with it...),my music xam which don't know,WOW is the most likely word that could actually describe what I felt by the comments the said...isn't it cool when other ppl tell u that u do have what it takes to do what you want to do???...anyways...well long story short..LOTS OF STRESS BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUt what a way to get passed that and ENJOY LIFE!!

Medical opinion: parties may help!!!! and some parties!!! lol anyways the thing I have to say is : I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT! MY MIND HAS BEEN GOING ON AND ON ABOUT IT AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY GOT IT!!! cuz if I could get this...I can get anything!! andddddd it officialy sets me: ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE MAIN GOAL!! don't know it felt goooooooood besides there was a bit of reluctance...don't know how to xplain it but I do have to set straight the fact that I was not the one who started it!! who would have thought that it would be 100% allowed? lol I mean NO PROBLEM WITH ME!! and as many times as you want!! RIGHT ON!! (see?? it did help me!! just mellows you out quite a BITTTTT) song that pops into my mind: I always get what I want you don't want to see me when I don't get what I want it's not what you want...:D ON TO THE NEXT TEST TO GET THERE!!}(and this important accomplishment shall live forever...since there are photos that prove it...I HAVE GOT TO GET THAT PIC!!)


On to the next subject.....today I watched batman begins and ALTHOUGH I AM A 100% SUPERMAN CHICK AND UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCE WOULD BETRAY THAT ESTABLISHED POSITION... I have to say I really liked it and that it's reallly cool!! but hey just look at this and tell me...HOW COULD IT NOT!!

(BY THE WAY PLZ TELL ME U PPL'VE HEARD THE LATEST NEWS BOUT KATIE HOLMES!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!! i mean wow THAT IS BEING A DETERMINED PERSON!! and I admire her for that...yet..as she said when she was 7 that she was going to be an actress and marry Tom Cruise UNBELIEVABLE BUT TRUE ...I have to say my own clear statements...and firmely fulfill'em...you'll see cuz and HERE I HAVE TO FILL IN THE GAP WITH A PHRASE I LIKED VERY MUCH FROM THE MOVIE MENTIONED ABOVE AND THAT I TRULY BELIEVE IT IS TRUE WHICH IS:

"WILL IS EVERYTHING"

Nonetheless I would certainly like toooooooo insert other phrases that I really liked it (notice the change from slang to being properly spoken lol):

"They told me there was nothing out there, nothing to fear. But the night my parents were murdered I caught a glimpse of something. I've looked for it ever since. I went around the world, searched in all the shadows. And there is something out there in the darkness, something terrifying, something that will not stop until it gets revenge...Me." Bruce Wayne

"Why do we fall, sir? So that we might better learn to pick ourselves up." Alfred


"We have nothing to fear... but fear itself!" ...some dude whose name I don't recall...

and THE phrase (by Katie Holmes I must add...) "it's not what's underneath that matters,but it is our actions that define us" cheap attempt to re-build the phrase cuz I don't remember the exact words,stilll...the message is still there n I LOOOVEED THIS PHRASE

"I will not kill you....but I will not save you" Bruce/Batie

POLL: WHO'S YOUR ALL TIME FAVORITE SUPERHERO??

A)SUPERMAN
B)BATMAN
C)SPIDERMAN

....the offer of seeing the Mr n Mrs again is still open y'all know???

LIVING THE...western dream??

HELL YES THANK GOD THAT TODAY WAS A COOOLD DAY GOSH I LOVE THIS WEATHER i was sooo sick of heat I HATE HEAT!! so I was just in my perfect setting,chilly yet not cold not hot,no sun,about to rain PERFECT WEATHER!!! anyways...lol SEE HOW HAPPY IT MAKES ME??? well I got to see my bro today n gosh we are just nuts cuz mom kept asking like a million times if the cake was not good and EVERYTIME we were like YES IT IS!! but she kept sayin that it wasn't lol n well the thing is that I saw the movie "sleep over" it was nice I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE DOES HE GET THOSE MOVIES!! yet we went afterwards to the sushi bar YUMMY SUSHI n got some n while he was criticizin the chick in front of us,it turned out that she was someone i know so we said hi lol n well the sushi lady remembers us cuz she was astounded with the amount of sushi we bought last week!! n by the way I heard that batman is ....eh...(DIRECT QUOTE) lol so if u feel like u know what ur dealin with...stil we tried to get some tickets but everythin was booked n well...no one wanted to watch mr n mrs with me again....SUCKERS!!!

The thing is that we had our own mission impossible cuz mom wanted the car at 7 pm sharp n it was 6.52 when we realized that we were missing our coffees AND YOU KNOW THAT IS A SIN!! so we decided that we could make it lol so there u have us singin the mission impossible theme lol going around the city n messin around lol by the way he saw a lady who thought was real cute but he was like hello.....UGLY WOMAN lol it was soo funny also the PILARES PERK cuz we saw an available local n was like....why not make a coffee like the one in friends?? but we were missing the central park butttttttttttt realized we had PILARES PARK just a couple of blocks away so it would be....PILARES PERK lol n well in the starbucksssssssss we didnt get to see his "fair" lady...you know...Greece...hehehe LOL nor the hot dude soooo we just limited ourselves to buy coffee n get gomeeeeee which we did around...7.04..STILL..PERFECT TIMIN CONSIDERING THE TRAFFIC JAM since it is "social" wednesday...n well...nothin more to tell I guess...except w got home WITH our coffees sat in the couch opened the window to feeeeeeel the cool air and watched a movie...AIN'T THAT JUST THEEEEEE LIFE?? lol well at least it is for us...

...I shouldn't be postin since I have to get to work...SEE? I'M A NIGHT KINDA GIRL...well...not really...I just need some help lol gosh I had music xam FINALLLLLL :s I will need some help OH BY THE WAY THE PEPE LEPEU THING IS STILL ON SINCE I HAVE MY FRENCH TEST ON FRIDAY N i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww shit bout it....

WISH ME LUUUUUUCH n well....PEACE OUT!!

LIVE LIFEEEEEEEEEE JOLIE STYLE!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU GOD FOR COLD WEATHER!!! HAAAAALLELUYAH!!!!!

CARLISH THE SNOWGIRL.....:D

TANGO ALL DAY LONG

WEll today I have been sitting in front the laptop THE WHOLE DAY SINCE I WOKE UP I was just hoping that inspiration would fill me in ...n well i wrote like 3 paragraphs and that was it the rest of the day I spent it..doin nothin just chattin n WELL I also spent my day playin the guitar for HOURS N HOURS I was just in the mood for acoustic guitar!! see? I'm a complete artist!!! (notice the difference from the wreck I was yesterday...) anyways I kept writing and playing 'til my bro came n we celebrated his b-day aww isn't that cute? the cool thing is when we were sittin in the living room and he wanted to go talk on the phone but he had to get up from the couch n he knew that if he did that I was going to take that place lol so he ACTUALLY DRAGGED THE COUCH WITH HIM TIL HE GRABBED THE PHONE!! I was just laughin so hard WHO THE HELL WOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF THAT?? I WOULD HAVE ENDED UP LEAVIN THE PLACE N THAT'S IT maybe later a little fight to get it back but not draggin the couch around lol, also the HUGE battle with the cake cuz it was a "mil hojas" so imagine me lightin the candles and then with a HUGE knife tryin to cut the cake ...but I declare myself completely ignorant on how to do so!!! lol if anyone knows...lemme know...

The fact is that in the afternoon I GOT TO WRITE!! n yeah I have almost 2 pages but it's turnin out quite good!!:D I was sooooo inspired thanx to my mom!!! APPRECIATE THE ENORMOUS HELP U GAVE ME!! n yeah I was actually squeezing all the spanish I know in order to be able to write.but I think it's payin off...HOPE SO....though I bet my teachers's gonna take a look at it and be like...HUH? lol BUT THAT'S ME!!N WELL I would have prefered to having done it about a movie...but what the hell

GOSH I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO DANCE TANGO!! guess I will have to wait til I get to Argentina and get some lessons there!! cuz all day long I've been playing the same song over and over again!! and I don't seem to get enough of it!!

Anyways what else....I'm officially addicted to downloading shit like songs and pics..NOTHIN NEW UNDER THE SUN RITE?

LESSON OF THE DAY: PATIENCE MY YOUNG PADAWANS!! (though I'm still a padawan)

I have so many weird things that I'm not even aware of what I have in my computer :P PICTURE HOW BAD IS MY DISEASE!!

Moral of the day:...guess in the end we're all alone n have to deal with it rite?
By the way I am having the NEED OF ORDERING MOVIES ON AMAZON.NET STILL...it freaks me out the fact that I ahve to give them my credit card (as if I had one....lol) still I WANT MOVIESSSSSSS HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!)

Ait I'm 100% nuts...COOL RITE? :)

N tomorrow.....



WILL BE THE PART II OF:

borderline interrupted?

WEll a lot of stuff has been happenin lately but i have really been very busy with school but thank god that this week's the last one,thought it's gonna be tough since I have to fuckin re-write a story and I don't have any inspiration whatsoever at the moment so GOD HELP ME!! n well I dont know as u may all know by now I've watched a bunch of times the Mr n Mrs movie n gosh it rocks!! guess that's the only normal thing I've had to do lately...or at least the most enjoyable one..I don't know there have been moments lately when I think I'm just going to break but then again I can't, I've come this far n it's not worth throwin it all away,so I don't but then again...I don't know it has been a huge mess up and there are times when I just don't know what the fuck to do, just gotta deal with it...I've also watched a bunch of times the "girl interrupted" movie n gosh it fuckin hits me!! but is good cuz I agree with Sussy-q cuz the world may be fucked up....but I rather be fuckin in it...and yeah I mean face ur problems n do not give up under any circumstance....cuz there are things that are really worth fightin for...to some it may just be something stupid but I think it is important to have something ANYTHING that makes u keep going no matter what, to have that certain motivation that makes you wanna wake up because you know that if you try hard enough you're gonna get it and once you get there all the things you had to go through are going to make sense and be completely worth it and you will be able to say...damn...if I could...I would do it again just to be able to get here once more,because it is definetely worth it...

It's pretty funny how something that may be really stupid for some...can be the thing that makes someone else just keep going...such is my case....silly? perhaps...but it works for me and that's what matters. Things aren't easy at all...but if they were...and this is the part where my fuckin mantra goes in :if things were easy ANYONE could do them...and I don't consider myself as anyone

I think this is some of the good things of having a blog...being able to drain my thoughts out and get all these things that go around inside my head out...cuz it ain't good keepin stuff for urself cuz then there will come a time when u are just going to burst. Besides lately had been a battle ..in a manner of speakin....cuz it is so much easier to look back and just want to go back there cuz it's something ...safe I guess...but I don't want to go back to what I was before cuz I didn't like that...you have to accept when things end...and be able to enjoy things at the moment and yet be willin to accept what comes next...although that next stage may not include stuff u used to have cuz things do change,people change and whenever u drift apart...I mean great we had somethin in common back then but now we don't,just be able to face that and accept it willingly instead of regreting it...I guess I just have to grow up and stop being the fuckin child who whenever sees something difficult prefers to stay there instead of taking a chance...gotta remember:

"taking chances magic happens"

"being crazy is you and me amplified"

And some really encouragin phrase...in fact the phrase of the month is:

Live to win, dare to fail

guess it's all about enjoying little details that make a difference enjoying simple things..
PS WHERE THE HELL CAN I GET FOXFIRE???

Heart

"En el corazón tenía
la espina de una pasión;
logré arrancarmela un día.
y ya no siento el corazón."

ENGLISH JEDI MASTER!!

this brief post is just to announce that today was my LAST ENGLISH LESSON FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE n gotta admit it feels....weird?? but cool rite? lol ...see? my english is soooooo much better than my spanish...but hey what are the odds rite?

Anyway gotta admit it feels kinda weird but I'm proud of myself :) n well...speakin of somethin else...HOW CAN SOMEONE NOT APPRECIATE REAAAAAAAAAL BEAUTY??? and as an artist I proudly announce that I do appreciate that beauty....it's the joy of life why waste it?? :S ait don't know what on earth I'm talkin bout rite now....just that I gotta keep on readin HOW GEEK!!! but it's true I have to go back to work n well...CYA ROUND!!!

now the question is...what kinda jedi master am I...british or american??? :P:P


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