borderline interrupted?

WEll a lot of stuff has been happenin lately but i have really been very busy with school but thank god that this week's the last one,thought it's gonna be tough since I have to fuckin re-write a story and I don't have any inspiration whatsoever at the moment so GOD HELP ME!! n well I dont know as u may all know by now I've watched a bunch of times the Mr n Mrs movie n gosh it rocks!! guess that's the only normal thing I've had to do lately...or at least the most enjoyable one..I don't know there have been moments lately when I think I'm just going to break but then again I can't, I've come this far n it's not worth throwin it all away,so I don't but then again...I don't know it has been a huge mess up and there are times when I just don't know what the fuck to do, just gotta deal with it...I've also watched a bunch of times the "girl interrupted" movie n gosh it fuckin hits me!! but is good cuz I agree with Sussy-q cuz the world may be fucked up....but I rather be fuckin in it...and yeah I mean face ur problems n do not give up under any circumstance....cuz there are things that are really worth fightin for...to some it may just be something stupid but I think it is important to have something ANYTHING that makes u keep going no matter what, to have that certain motivation that makes you wanna wake up because you know that if you try hard enough you're gonna get it and once you get there all the things you had to go through are going to make sense and be completely worth it and you will be able to say...damn...if I could...I would do it again just to be able to get here once more,because it is definetely worth it...

It's pretty funny how something that may be really stupid for some...can be the thing that makes someone else just keep going...such is my case....silly? perhaps...but it works for me and that's what matters. Things aren't easy at all...but if they were...and this is the part where my fuckin mantra goes in :if things were easy ANYONE could do them...and I don't consider myself as anyone

I think this is some of the good things of having a blog...being able to drain my thoughts out and get all these things that go around inside my head out...cuz it ain't good keepin stuff for urself cuz then there will come a time when u are just going to burst. Besides lately had been a battle ..in a manner of speakin....cuz it is so much easier to look back and just want to go back there cuz it's something ...safe I guess...but I don't want to go back to what I was before cuz I didn't like that...you have to accept when things end...and be able to enjoy things at the moment and yet be willin to accept what comes next...although that next stage may not include stuff u used to have cuz things do change,people change and whenever u drift apart...I mean great we had somethin in common back then but now we don't,just be able to face that and accept it willingly instead of regreting it...I guess I just have to grow up and stop being the fuckin child who whenever sees something difficult prefers to stay there instead of taking a chance...gotta remember:

"taking chances magic happens"

"being crazy is you and me amplified"

And some really encouragin phrase...in fact the phrase of the month is:

Live to win, dare to fail

guess it's all about enjoying little details that make a difference enjoying simple things..
PS WHERE THE HELL CAN I GET FOXFIRE???