Tough can turn into good...momentarily a lol UNstressed

After an inmmensely productive day...all I gotta say (asides from being really happy that I finally gave my first punches at my karate class and was NOT the one who received them WHICH MAKES ME FEEL GREAT....yay!! lol ) DAMMIT I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU and the worst part is that I shouldn't!!! I really thought I was over you because last time we met I didn't feel a thing and was like...whatever...but today after having spoken about the breakup....obviously leading to several hugs...dammit I still like you!!!

That's why I've been at least humming in my head all afternoon the song "bohemian like you"!! and now what the hell am I going to do?? since probably and the worst part is that J doesn't like me that way....I can't get this out of my head!!! WHAT AM I TO DOOOOOOOO!!!

...what else oh yeah I know I've been stressed like over the top but today,at least right now I feel really good!! I wrote like an essay, finished a questionaire today....then I saw J who invited me a coffee and that really boosted me up a lot :S then I came....ate real fast,left again so I would type the whole questionaire thing then got back and went to karate YAY I GAVE MY 1ST PUNCHES!!!! ...and yup...I feel A LOT more relaxed right now...I already got the whole toefl thing sorted out so...:) less things to take care of...although tomorrow I have to go to the embassy :S I seriously hope I don't get lost....:) aaaaaaaaa somebody help me ....great and now the song GET OVER IT is playing lol.....:S the worst part is that I actually think there is some chemistry going on between us :S

But please somebody tell me:

WHAT - THE - HELL- AM - I - SUPPOSED- TO - DO!!!!!!!!!???????

...tho the good thing I guess is that I'm not as dead as I thought I was on these matters....

Another good matter is that I'm nearly there....

....hehe yeah right!!!