Post-birthday

One more year...and now a new stage begins!! ...don't know if it's according to kharma or whatever but I can just feel it, well, at least I'm at a legal age now hehe we can go to Vegas baby!! hehe, well, what can I say, I had a split bday celebration but it was really good. The one on friday was a lot more of a close gathering but we drank (or at least I did) a lot of wine :S yup, evidently the next day I was completely hungover!! still that very night we went to the bar celebration part and it was awesome!! the drinks were just fine, the bands were pretty good, and the company even better (got two really cool presents, one of which I'm wearing at this moment and the other one I watched earlier). Tho the coolest part was when C went to the stage and actually performed a song for me, that was awesome!! [...damn...that's what I wanna do for the rest of my life!! I just gotta!!] and well lol, afterwards a complete stranger from some table yelled happy bday to me lol and offered me a beer and so we drank it together all the way hehehe that was pretty cool and pretty unusual for me! And well...I danced around a lot, bobbed my head like crazy and summarized...had a very good time :)

Now on other subjects....dammit I'm sooo confused and I hate it...which reminds me of "some of them want to abuse you, some of them want to be abused" no no no !!! at least this time I'm aware of it....now I should set into action but can't decide on it, or rather I can't do it :S quoting Senator Palpatine "I'm too weak" ....and so I don't know what I'm going to do, however this can't go on like this for much longer, guess I'll have to wait n see what happens and mentalize!! train myself!!! .....guess I belive too much in words and this has obviously misled me to this point...

attachment leads to jealousy.....

IRINA PHONED YAY!!! (....the fact that I was not awake when she did and had to hear from her through a voice message on my mobile is an entirely different matter)...SHE STILL CALLED!! (course I would have loved to have answered her DAMMIT!) hehe I guess that this is my new catchy word, at least for now :) PEACE OUT!!!

...can't remember...did I post something on my little getaway trip the other day??