What am I to do? IM A SUCKER FOR ROMANCE!!

I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME!! me???? I CANT FALL IN LOVE!! ...love isnt for me at all...but then...why did I CRY?? tHATS RIGHT!! I CRIED!! I had never felt my knees getting weak...I really cant describe it ....but there was just...magic...I WAS BEWITCHED! I dont know what happened really!! oh god...n yup...I obviously kissed him...I COULDNT RESIST! I have no freakin idea of what's going to happen cuz supposedly he is not for me, he breaks my schemes n everything, although we are very much alike in some stuff I shouldnt be with someone like that!!! in the meantime Im keeping up the resistance....fight...whatever u wanna call it...though Im afraid of seeing how this is going to end....

by the way MERRY XMAS! lol