Love profusion

Well its been quite a while but I have been as busy as hell! we are now finishing the semester and my god Im filled with essays n things to do! I have to finish reading a book(hopefulyy I will finish it tomorrow) I have to do my paper for HLII,I will have my linguistics exam, among other things but I have to admit that the one that is freakin me out is my paper for lit n art cuz I have no idea of what Im going to write about!!! that is scary!! a good paper n totally out of nowhere...quite a challenge but I will have to do my best..and well the other day it was crazy cuz it all started when I arrived at my beloved faculty n was received by a hot guy lol it was so funny cuz he was like: do you smoke? and stupid me answered no but I should have said something like..I would if you want me to...lol something a bit more exciting,see? it's not that good been healthy :P lol then a friend arrived n I asked him to go with me to see the guy again n to get him to give HIM a cup of coffee or I dont know what they were giving away but it was really funny cuz my friend was technically rubbing himself in front of him and he never paid any attention to him lol which was quite pathetic but hey worth the shot!!

After that as usual we were patronized by Colin but hey...it's normal now!! n well we went to Investigation n the guy nearly asked me out of his class but it's not my fault that he doesn't know how to express himself and that he cannot answer my questions:P cuz I was even more confused after I asked so he actually said: well...if I see you here next semester because I see that you are not learning anything in my class WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!! I mean yeah the things he is asking us to do are stupid nevertheless I have to remain in his class :P the thing is that I was so upset that everyone else in the classroom was explaining to me what I had to do n that kinda solved my doubts ....not entirely but sufficiently enough to do my work :p it sucks!!
Then we had HLII n it turns out that we had to hand in our outlines for our essays ...turns out I had NO IDEA WHATSOEVER so the guy lost it n was like if I dont receive your outlines I wont receive your final papers WHICH WOULD HAVE MEANT THE ENTIRE SEMESTER THROWN AWAY!! I couldnt believe that it was happening so we rushed out of the room cuz he said that he oughta have them before 3 so well...rush inspiration...but thats better than nothing at all!! the thing is he finally gave us a chance to send them by e mail before 12 but it was complete madness! for I really had to technically do a paper in one day!! I mean it was: thesis statement, development and conclusion which leaves me with just fill in the gaps :P but I pushed my brain to a higher level!! lol but THANK GOODNESS I pulled if off! n well I will be quite stressed out within the next couple of weeks :S Ive got also final exam on russian which totally freaks me out!! :S oh yeah this friday we'll go to Natasha's to have breakfast isnt that cool? and well what else...I like my piano lessons they're cool,I loved my guitar lesson I mean WOW I WANNA PLAY LIKE HIM!! besides he is nice and he is cute and very talented....the thing is ....what does HE think about ME?

Oh yeah today I arrived to the conclusion that perhaps my 'extreme' philosophy might not be THAT effective...I do gotta work on it since I was left quite pensive about many things...it's cool though,that I see my mistakes and learn from them so that I don't repeat them...well other than my musical ecstasy and my quite elevated ideas for my papers..REALLY: TOTAL ELEVATION! I feel my brain expanding n I mean it! (guess I never really had to push it the way I have to do it now...I am really thinking :O lol ) n well...cant think of anything to do yeah (carried away by the white stripes) oh yeah things I thought were real were not!! and I will leave you with this cool thought:
'What if the cause of all my problems is me?'

Don't know why but I liked it. N to end this: I REALLY WANNA GO SEE HARRY POTTER!! and not because that will be my former occupation:P writing Harry Potter reloaded :P but because it seems to be really cool!
I do gotta bounce now cuz I have to keep reading (WHO WOULD HAVE SAID IT! ME A BOOK-WORM!)

PS and a loooooove profusion you make me feel you make me...shine? lol (cant get this song out of my head)
i'M EVEN MORE ROMANTIC THAN I THOUGHT I WAS(sticking to the strict meaning of the word)