Let it burn

Well Happy Halloween...I know it was yesterday...but still :P well I'm officially developing a serious phone-fright...yup,it scares me...kinda sad but true, n the worst is that I have no idea of how to deal with this but I hate it! for the good news...well we went to a grand opening yesterday n it felt kinda nice to be invited though most ppl think we went for the free drinks,which was not true lol it was nice. I've been playing a lot lately but it helps me a lot,besides I finally have my lesson tomorrow so we'll see how it goes...my god I'm shaking isnt that pathetic? but I can't control it!! besides I'm cold but as usual I'm to lazy to walk 2 steps to grab a jacket,anyways I can't figure this searching sites out...they are kinda weird..n I've come to notice that I haven't really understood what I'm supposed to be doing...I really gotta ask! anyways I have to stick to my paranoia n go to sleep.

"Love,hope and joy; fair pleasure's smiling train,
hate,fear, and grief; the family of pain,
these mix'd with art,and to due bounds confin'd,
make and maintain the balance of the mind"