New year, new post

Well...let's see what's up...oh yeah a new year!! I really can't believe how time passes by sooo fast!! but really it's just amazing. Well..I don't have a lot to say lately..yup I've been in a keep-it-to-myself sort of mood but I think I'm finally coming out of it...

Fate n.

The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events.
The inevitable events predestined by this force.
A final result or consequence; an outcome.
Unfavorable destiny; doom.
Fates Greek & Roman Mythology. The three goddesses, Clotho, Lachesis, and Atropos, who control human destiny. Used with the.

That's an interesting definition...mainly since it is mine that is at stake now...and yup...depending on a single decision that I think I'm going to find out about sometime around this month is what is going to alter it...so one could say it could be very stressful which indeed I agree with and gosh...the thing is that now I have to come up with a plan B and I think I've already thought of something but it was really shocking for me when they asked me what I would do if plan A didn't happen it was a very...that;s a good point mainly cuz I haven't really thought of it!! and thus...I came up with a plan B. Now, what's it gonna be? I don't know and although at times the whole not-knowing part gets the best of me I think I'm really going to try to not think about it a lot...let's see what happens. I think it was actually a chinese old proverb (aren't all these wise phrases all chinese?) that said that one should let water flow because it's impossible to catch it...OK MAYBE IT WASN'T LIKE THAT but something like it...but the thing is that that's my new approaching technique....

On to other issues...I wonder if one can really be connected like mentally with someone...is that really plausible?? in spite of the distances and everything?? because lately I've been thinking, dreaming and (..ok I think that's about it)about someone...I mean those memories are ALWAYS present but lately it's increased...is it for a reason? I DON'T KNOw!! maybe I should call Mme. ZAZU hehehehe now that would be a way to start a new year wouldn't it? maybe I should apply the whole let the water flow thing here as well...

After long digressing,I think that's about it and yay lol a year after I finally understand something :S of my books in russian hehehe that's gotta be some progress right? :)
Ok now this is probably going to be my new add:

one never knows right?