Trial day...CHECK

Although this was a quite "tragic" day for me,since I literally cried myself out, it's has proven to have been useful....it did help me to reaffirm myself,what I am and what I want.Nevertheless it was hard coming across the other extreme but I have to stand my ground,it's what I want and I'm doing it for me and no one else. On the other hand I guess not everyone is mean and that there is ppl who cares but maybe I hadn't given them a chance or maybe just situations had not allowed it before but it's really nice to know that you can count on someone and that they really care about you,it does change the whole perspective in a good way.
The good thing is that I feel loads better now! And one just has to remember that one makes a choice. You decide what you want to live. Also that if things were easy anyone would do them.

"If fears what makes us decide,
Our future journey,
I'm not along for the ride,
Cuz I'm still yearning,
To try and touch the sun,
My fingers burning,
Before you're old you are young,
Yeah I'm still learning

I am falling down,
Try and stop me,
It feels so good to hit the ground,
You can watch me,
Fallin on my face,
It's an uphill human race,
and I am falling down
I'm standing out in the street,
The earth is moving,
I feel it under my feet,
And I'm still proveing,
That I can stand my ground,
And my feet are there, haven't washed my hair
To be lost before you are found,
Don't mean you are losing

Some day I'll live in a house
Etc., etc., etc.
Don't you know that's not for now
and for now I'm falling
down...down...down...,
down...down...down,
down...down...down,
Yeah e Yeah..Yeah e Yeah,
I'm falling down,
I'm falling down..I'm falling down...
I'm falling...."